“It all looked so ugly, and you were silent. We are unfortunate. My
brother would never let us marry; and, besides--Oh, why did you not come
before?”
“I might as well say, Why did you not look out of your window? You could
have done it without risking your life, as I did. Or why did you not
advertise. You might have invited an explanation from 'E. S.,' under
cover to so-and-so.”
“Ladies never think of such things. You know that very well.”
“Oh, I don't complain; but I do say that those who love should not be
ready to reproach; they should put a generous construction. You might
have known, and you ought to have known, that I was struggling to find
you, and torn with anguish at my impotence.”
“No, no. I am so young and inexperienced, and all my friends against you.
It is they who have parted us.”
“How can they part us, if you love me still as I love you?”
“Because for the last fortnight I have not loved you, but hated you, and
doubted you, and thought my only chance of happiness was to imitate your
indifference: and while I was thinking so, another person has come
forward; one whom I have always esteemed: and now, in my pity and
despair, I have given him hopes.” She hid her burning face in her hands.
“I see; you are false to me, and therefore you have suspected me of being
false to you.”
At that she raised her head high directly. “Edward, you are unjust. Look
in my face, and you may see what I have suffered before I could bring
myself to condemn you.”
“What! your paleness, that dark rim under your lovely eyes--am I the
cause?”
“Indeed you are. But I forgive you. You are sadly pale and worn too. Oh,
how unfortunate we are!”
“Do not cry, dearest,” said he. “Do not despair. Be calm, and let me know
the worst. I will not reproach you, though you have reproached me. I love
you as no woman can love. Come, tell me.”
“Then the truth is, Lord Uxmoor has renewed his attention to me.”
“Ah!”
“He has been here every day.”
Severne groaned.
“Aunt Maitland was on his side, and spoke so kindly to me, and he saved
my life from a furious bull. He is brave, noble, good, and he loves me. I
have committed myself. I cannot draw back with honor.”
“But from me you can, because I am poor and hated, and have no title. If
you are committed to him, you are engaged to me.”
“I am; so now I can go neither way. If I had poison, I would take it this
moment, and end all.”
“For God's sake, don't talk so. I am sure you exaggerate. You cannot, in
those few days, have pledged your faith to another. Let me see your
finger. Ah! there's my ring on it still: bless you, my own darling
Zoe--bless you;” and he covered her hand with kisses, and bedewed it with
his ever-ready tears.
The girl began to melt, and all power to ooze out of her, mind and body.
She sighed deeply and said, “What can I do--I don't say with honor and
credit, but with decency. What _can_ I do?”
“Tell me, first, what you have said to him that you consider so
compromising.”
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