Zoe, with many sighs, replied: “I believe--I said--I was unhappy. And so
I was. And I owned--that I admired--and esteemed him. And so I do. And
then of course he wanted more, and I could not give more; and he asked
might he try and make me love him; and--I said--I am afraid I said--he
might, if he could.”
“And a very proper answer, too.”
“Ah! but I said he might come every day. It is idle to deceive ourselves:
I have encouraged his addresses. I can do nothing now with credit but
die, or go into a convent.”
“When did you say this?”
“This very day.”
“Then he has never acted on it.”
“No, but he will. He will be here tomorrow for certain.”
“Then your course is plain. You must choose to-night between him and me.
You must dismiss him by letter, or me upon this spot. I have not much
fortune to offer you, and no coronet; but I love you, and you have seen
me reject a lovely and accomplished woman, whom I esteem as much as you
do this lord. Reject him? Why, you have seen me fling her away from me
like a dog sooner than leave you in a moment's doubt of my love: if you
cannot write a civil note declining an earl for me, your love in not
worthy of mine, and I will begone with my love. I will not take it to
Mademoiselle Klosking, though I esteem her as you do this lord; but, at
all events, I will take it away from you, and leave you my curse instead,
for a false, fickle girl that could not wait one little month, but must
fall, with her engaged ring on her finger, into another man's arms. Oh,
Zoe! Zoe! who could have believed this of you?”
“Don't reproach _me._ I won't bear it,” she cried, wildly.
“I hope not to have to reproach you,” said he, firmly; “I cannot conceive
your hesitating.”
“I am worn out. Love has been too great a torment. Oh, if I could find
peace!”
Again her tears flowed.
He put on a sympathizing air. “You shall have peace. Dismiss _him_ as I
tell you, and he will trouble you no more; shake hands with me, and say
you prefer _him,_ and I will trouble you no more. But with two lovers,
peace is out of the question, and so is self-respect. I know I could not
vacillate between you and Mademoiselle Klosking or any other woman.”
“Ah, Edward, if I do this, you ought to love me very dearly.”
“I shall. Better than ever--if possible.”
“And never make me jealous again.”
“I never shall, dearest. Our troubles are over.”
“Edward, I have been very unhappy. I could not bear these doubts again.”
“You shall never be unhappy again.”
“I must do what you require, I suppose. That is how it always ends. Oh
dear! oh dear!”
“Zoe, it must be done. You know it must.”
“I warn you I shall do it as kindly as I can.”
“Of course you will. You ought to.”
“I must go in now. I feel very cold.”
“How soon to-morrow will you meet me here?”
“When you please,” said she, languidly.
“At ten o'clock?”
“Yes.”
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