“I can't help that,” said the honest fellow; and instantly rang the bell
for his servant, and gave the requisite orders.
Zoe, whose eye had never left him all the time, said, softly, “It is
brave and good of you. We poor, emotional, cowardly girls should sit down
and cry.”
_“You_ would not, Miss Vizard,” said he, firmly, looking full at her. “If
you think you would, you don't know yourself.”
Zoe colored high, and was silent.
Then Lord Uxmoor showed the true English gentleman. “I do hope,” said he,
earnestly, though in a somewhat broken voice, “that you will not let this
spoil the pleasure we had planned together. Harrington will be my
deputy.”
“Well, I don't know,” said Harrington, sympathizingly. Mr. Severne
remarked, “Such an occurrence puts pleasure out of one's head.” This he
said, with his eyes on his plate, like one repeating a lesson. “Vizard, I
entreat you,” said Uxmoor, almost vexed. “It will only make me more
unhappy if you don't.”
“We will go,” cried Zoe, earnestly; “we promise to go. What does it
matter? We shall think of you and your poor friend wherever we are. And I
shall pray for him. But, ah, I know how little prayers avail to avert
these cruel bereavements.” She was young, but old enough to have prayed
hard for her sick mother's life, and, like the rest of us, prayed in
vain. At this remembrance the tears ran undisguised down her cheeks.
The open sympathy of one so young and beautiful, and withal rather
reserved, made Lord Uxmoor gulp, and, not to break down before them all,
he blurted out that he must go and pack: with this he hurried away.
He was unhappy. Besides the calamity he dreaded, it was grievous to be
torn away from a woman he loved at first sight, and just when she had
come out so worthy of his love: she was a high-minded creature; she had
been silent and reserved so long as the conversation was trivial; but,
when trouble came, she was the one to speak to him bravely and kindly.
Well, what must be, must. All this ran through his mind, and made him
sigh; but it never occurred to him to shirk--to telegraph instead of
going--nor yet to value himself on his self-denial.
They did not see him again till he was on the point of going, and then he
took leave of them all, Zoe last. When he came to her, he ignored the
others, except that he lowered his voice in speaking to her. “God bless
you for your kindness, Miss Vizard. It is a little hard upon a fellow to
have to run away from such an acquaintance, just when I have been so
fortunate as to make it.”
“Oh, Lord Uxmoor,” said Zoe, innocently, “never mind that. Why, we live
in the same county, and we are on the way home. All I think of is your
poor friend; and do please telegraph--to Harrington.”
He promised he would, and went away disappointed somehow at her last
words.
When he was gone, Severne went out on the balcony to smoke, and
Harrington held a council with the young ladies. “Well, now,” said he,
“about this trip to the lake.”
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