She soon came back, holding something behind her back. Even at the last
moment she was half unwilling. However, she looked down, and said, in a
very peculiar tone, “Here is the handkerchief he put before his face at
the opera; there!” and she threw it into Zoe's lap.
Zoe's nature revolted against evidence so obtained. She did not even take
up the handkerchief. “What!” she cried; “you took it out of his pocket?”
“No.”
“Then you have been in his room and got it.”
_“Nothing of the kind!_ I sent Rosa.”
“My maid!”
“Mine, for that job. I gave her half a crown to borrow it for a pattern.”
Zoe seized the handkerchief and ran her eye over it in a moment. There
was no trace of blood on it, and there were his initials, “E. S.,” in the
corner. Her woman's eye fastened instantly on these. “Silk?” said she,
and held it up to the light. “No. Hair!--golden hair. It is _hers!”_ And
she flung the handkerchief from her as if it were a viper, and even when
on the ground eyed it with dilating orbs and a hostile horror.
“La!” said Fanny; “fancy that! You are not blind now. You have seen more
than I. I made sure it was yellow silk.”
But this frivolous speech never even entered Zoe's ear. She was too
deeply shocked. She went, feebly, and sat down in a chair, and covered
her face with her hands.
Fanny eyed her with pity. “There!” said she, almost crying, “I never tell
the truth but I bitterly repent it.”
Zoe took no notice of this droll apothegm. Her hands began to work. “What
shall I do!” she said. “What shall I do!”
“Oh, don't go on like that, Zoe!” cried Fanny. “After all, it is you he
prefers. He ran away from her.”
“Ah, yes. But why?--why? What has he done?”
“Jilted her. I suppose. Aunt Maitland thinks he is after money; and, you
know, you have got money.”
“Have I nothing else?” said the proud beauty, and lifted her bowed head
for a moment.
“You have everything. But you should look things in the face. Is that
singer an unattractive woman?”
“Oh, no. But she is not poor. Her kind of talent is paid enormously.”
“That is true,” said Fanny. “But perhaps she wastes it. She is a gambler,
like himself.”
“Let him go to her,” said Zoe, wildly; “I will share no man's heart.”
“He will never go to her, unless--well, unless we tell him that she has
broken the bank with his money.”
“If you think so badly of him, tell him, then, and let him go. Oh, I am
wretched--I am wretched!” She lifted her hands in despair, and began to
cry and sob bitterly.
Fanny was melted at her distress, and knelt to her, and cried with her.
Not being a girl of steady principle, she went round with the wind. “Dear
Zoe,” said she, “it is deeper than I thought. La! if you love him, why
torment yourself?”
“No,” said Zoe; “it is deceit and mystery that torment me. Oh, what shall
I do! what shall I do!”
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