Fanny interpreted this vague exclamation of sorrow as asking advice, and
said, “I dare not advise you; I can only tell you what I should do in
your place. I should make up my mind at once whether I loved the man, or
only liked him. If I only liked him, I would turn him up at once.”
“Turn him up! What is that?”
“Turn him off, then. If I loved him, I would not let any other woman have
the least little bit of a chance to get him. For instance, I would not
let him know this old sweetheart of his has won three thousand pounds at
least, for I noted her winnings. Diamond cut diamond, my dear. He is
concealing from you something or other about him and this Klosking; hide
you this one little thing about the Klosking from him, till you get my
gentleman safe to England.”
“And this is love! I call it warfare.”
“And love is warfare, three times out of four. Anyway, it is for you to
decide, Zoe. I do wish you had never seen the man. He is not what he
seems. He is a poor adventurer, and a bundle of deceit.”
“You are very hard on him. You don't know all.”
“No, nor a quarter; and you know less. There, dear, dry your eyes and
fight against it. After all, you know you are mistress of the situation.
I'll settle it for you, which way you like.”
“You will? Oh, Fanny, you are very good!”
“Say indulgent, please. I'm not good, and never will be, if _I can
possibly help._ I despise good people; they are as weak as water. But I
do like you, Zoe Vizard, better than any other woman in the world. That
is not saying very much; my taste is for men. I think them gods and
devils compared with us; and I do admire gods and devils. No matter,
dear. Kiss me, and say, 'Fanny, act for me,' and I'll do it.”
Zoe kissed her, and then, by a truly virginal impulse, hid her burning
face in her hands, and said nothing at all.
Fanny gave her plenty of time, and then said, kindly, “Well, dear?”
Then Zoe murmured, scarce audibly, “Act--_as if_--I loved him.”
And still she kept her face covered with her hands. Fanny was anything
but surprised at this conclusion of the struggle. She said, with a
certain alacrity, “Very well, I will: so now bathe your eyes and come in
to supper.”
“No, no; please go and make an excuse for me.”
“I shall do nothing of the kind. I won't be told by-and-by I have done
wrong. I will do your business, but it shall be in your hearing. Then you
can interfere, if you choose. Only you had better not put your word in
till you see what I am driving at.”
With a little more encouragement, Zoe was prevailed on to sponge her
tearful eyes and compose herself, and join Harrington at supper.
Miss Maitland soon retired, pleading fatigue and packing; and she had not
been gone long, when Fanny gave her friend a glance and began upon
Harrington.
“You are very fond of Mr. Severne, are you not?” said she.
“I am,” said Vizard, stoutly, preparing for battle. “You are not,
perhaps.”
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