England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
She gave a wild laugh, and the sudden sound startled her into sanity.
Numbness had followed the shock of seeing the man living, in the flesh,
whom she had hoped against hope was dead. Now she seemed to come to
life again. She clenched her nails into her gloved hands so vehemently
that the fine kid was rent. She suppressed her almost ungovernable
desire to groan out her misery, and as she set her teeth and closed her
eyes to realize the situation and deal with it, she seemed to see her
soul naked within her, and it was ablaze with one dominating passion
alone--love for Vansittart.
"I am all his," she slowly told herself. "How I have become so--I never
wished it--Nature, fate, the Creator who made us, alone, know. But I am
his, he is my lord and master, and whatever comes between me and him
must be trodden under foot!"
Her whole being, violently shocked and almost outraged by the sudden
blow, the reappearance of the unscrupulous man who had dared to annex
her fair young girlhood and chain it to his fouled existence, rose and
asserted itself in a strong, overpowering will--to belong to Vansittart,
its rightful owner by legitimate conquest, against all and every
obstacle. The feeling was so huge, so powerful, she felt as a very
feather in its grasp: she was awed by it, but strengthened.
"I will, I must be his, and I shall be!" she told herself, feeling as if
the words had uttered themselves prophetically, by some mysterious
agency, within her soul. And she quietly returned to the ballroom,
calmed; for she was as an almost automaton, swayed by some obsessive
spirit which had asserted itself when she was half wild with despair.
Entering the ballroom, she saw Vansittart, pale, his eyes laden with
emotion, watching for her just within the doorway. The heat, the buzz,
the patter of feet upon the parquet--they were dancing a cotillon--the
braying of the band, took her aback in her strained, nervous state for a
moment. Then she recovered herself and went up to him.
"Take me to auntie," she said, smiling up at him. "But first, one word!
Do I look ill? I feel so--I am subject to horrid neuralgia, and it has
just begun. I am distracted with pain! I shall be in bed all day
to-morrow, I am sure! Put off coming till the day after, won’t you?"
Was it a dream, an illusion--her confiding, tender manner--that sweet
appealing look in those adored, beautiful eyes? Vansittart felt
suddenly weak and tremulous as he drew her hand within his arm. She
loved him! He was certain of it! She loved him! She had not known it
till he dared all in that passionate kiss. He vaguely felt himself the
Pygmalion who had awakened another Galatea.
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