Parents existed for the purpose of rendering the world livable for
children, and on the whole their disposition was friendly, except in
cases like Mrs. Allingham, who contrived always to give you a guilty
sense of having forgot to wipe your feet or tramped on the flower
borders. I do not think we had a more active belief in our parents'
profession of absorption in our interests than in my father's pretence
to be desperately wounded by Forester's popgun, or scared out of his
wits when Effie jumped at him from behind the syringa bush. It was
admittedly nice of them and it kept the game going, but there were also
times when they did not manage it so successfully as we could have
wished. I think that we never questioned their right to punish us for
disobedience, perhaps because there is, after all, something
intrinsically sound about the right of might, though we sometimes
questioned the occasion, as when we had been told we might play in the
pasture for an hour, of the passage of which we knew as much as wild
pigeons. There was always, to me at least, an inexplicableness about
such reprisals that mitigated against their moral issue. There was one
point, however, upon which we all three opposed an unalterable front; we
would not kiss and make up after our private squabbles. We fought, or
combined against neighbouring tribes, or divided our benefits with an
even handedness that obtains nowhere as among children, but we would
not be tricked into a status which it might be inconvenient to maintain.
I am sure, though, that Mrs. Allingham used rather to put it over my
mother for her inability to make little prigs of us.
"Mothers," she would say on the rare occasions when she came to call in
the beaded dolman and black kid gloves which other Taylorvillians wore
only on Sunday, "MOTHERS," with the effect of making it all capitals,
"have an inestimable privilege in shaping their children's characters."
This was when we had had our faces surreptitiously washed and been
brought in for ceremonial inspection; and a little later she would add,
with the air of having tactfully conveyed advice under the guise of
information, "I always insist"--here Forester would kick me
furtively--"_insist_ on having the full confidence of mine," at which
point my mother would make excuses to get me out of the room before I,
who never could learn that people are not always of the mind they think
they are, made embarrassing disclosures.
Up to this time my mother figures chiefly as a woman who tied up our
hurts and overruled my father when he tried to beg us off from going to
church. I suppose it was the baby always in arms or expected that kept
us from romping all over her as we did with my father; and much of her
profession of interest in us, which came usually at the end of
admonitory occasions, had the cold futility of the family prayers that
my mother tried to make appear part of the habitual order when Cousin
Judd came to stay with us.
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