He was, I believe, one of those men who make a speciality of integrity
and of great dependability in public service, which is often brought to
answer for the want of private success; an early republican type fast
being relegated to small towns and country neighbourhoods. He had a
brilliant war record which was partly responsible for his office, and a
string of debts pendent from some earlier mercantile enterprise, which,
in the occasion they afforded of paying up under circumstances of great
stringency, appeared somehow an additional burnish to his name. He was a
man everybody liked; that he was extremely gentle and gay in his manner
with us on most occasions, I remember very well, and I think he must
have had a vein of romance, though I do not know upon what grounds
except that among the few books that he left, many were of that
character, and from the names of his children, Forester, Olivia May, and
Ephemia, called Effie for short, which were certainly not Taylorvillian.
Forester grew out of a heroic incident of his soldiering, of which I
have forgotten all the particulars except that the other man's name was
Forester, and my father's idea of giving it to his son who was born
about that time, was that when he should grow up, and be distinguished,
the double name of Forester Lattimore should serve at once as a reminder
and a certificate of appreciation. I recall that we children, or perhaps
it was only I, used to abound in dramatic imaginings of what would
happen when this belated recognition took place, though in fact nothing
ever came of it, which might have been largely owing to my brother's
turning out the least distinguished of men.
Whether if my father had lived he would have remained always as much in
the dark as to the private sources of my behaviour, I try not to guess,
but this incident picked him out for me among the ruck of fathers as a
man distinguished for propriety, produced, in the very moment of
pronouncing me unworthy of it, the ideal of a personal standard. If he
hadn't up to this time affected greatly my gratitude or affections, he
began to shine for me now with some of the precious quality which
inheres in dreams. And before the shine had gone off I lost him.
CHAPTER IV
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