It began with my spending mornings in the park with Jerry's children,
who were nice children except for the way in which they continually
reflected in their attitude toward their father, a growing consciousness
of slighting and bitterness at home. Mrs. Jerry made a point of her
generosity in rather forcing him on me on these occasions, and on the
long walks which I fell in the habit of taking very early, or in the
pale twilight whenever affairs at the theatre would permit me.
I remember how the spring came on in the city that year. I saw it go
with the children to school in a single treasured blossom, or trailing
the Sunday trippers in dropped sprays of hepatica and potentilla back
from the Jersey shore. Soft airs and scents of the field invaded the
town and played in the streets in the hours when men were not using
them. A spirit out of Hadley's pasture came and walked beside me. But it
was not due to any suggestion of what there was in the invading season
for me, that Jerry occasionally walked along with me, for the chief use
Jerry had of the earth was to build cities upon.
Jerry drew the sap of his being out of asphalt pavements, and the light
that fanned out from the theatre entrances on Broadway was his natural
aura. He had developed, he had branched and blossomed in the degree to
which the inspiration of his work had been squeezed and strained through
layers and layers of close-packed humanity; and the more he was played
upon by the cross-bred, striped and ring-streaked passions and
affections of society, the more delicate and fanciful and human his work
became. His lean figure, now that it had filled out a little, was built
to be the absolute excuse for evening clothes, and never showed to such
an advantage as in their sleek, satiny blackness, with a good deal of
white front, and the rather wide black ribbon to his glasses which
brought out the natural pallor of his skin. His hair, which he wore
parted very far at one side, and made to curve glossily to the contour
of his head, was more like a raven's wing than ever, and had still its
little trick of erecting slightly and spreading in excitement,
especially when he was up for a curtain speech, and was, in the way he
looked the part of the successful dramatist, a good half of the
entertainment. His contribution to the occasion on which I was good
enough to take his children for an outing to the Bronx or Van Cortlandt
Park, was made by lying flat on his back with his hands clasped under
his head waiting until I had exhausted myself with games before he was
able to take any interest in me. I would come back to him after a while
and sit on the grass beside him. Jerry's way of acknowledging the pains
I had been at to amuse his offspring, was to pat one of my elbows with a
hand which he immediately restored to its business of propping his head.
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