"Promoting Engineer, Alaska, Russia, Mexico." He began a gesture to
include the whole round of the mining world, but left off to take my
hand again. "The world _is_ round," he declared, as though he had
somewhat doubted it. "It brings us back again to the old starting
points."
"They're always the same, I suppose, the places we set out from; but
we ... we are never the same."
"Is that a warning?" He looked at me, checked for a moment.
"Only a platitude." I had thrown it out instinctively against his
engulfing manner, against everything that rose up in me to assure me
that nothing whatever had changed, that it would never change. The life
of the London streets streamed around us; crossing Piccadilly Circus we
were held up with the traffic; the roar of the city islanded us like a
sea.
"I suppose you know where we are going?" I suggested in one of the
checked intervals.
"To your hotel; Mrs. Shane gave me the address. I told her we were old
friends. You mustn't be surprised if you find she expects us to have
gone to school together. I wanted to get away where we could talk." I
gave him an assenting smile. Still neither of us showed any disposition
to begin. He took off his hat in the carriage and ran his fingers
through his hair. About the temples it had gone gray a little. Now and
then he gave a short contented laugh as a man will, put suddenly at
ease.
"I'm glad you kept the old name, Olivia Lattimore ... Olivia. I
shouldn't have found you without."
"You knew I had lost my husband."
"I read that in the magazine. There's where I have the advantage of
you." He dropped his light banter for a soberer tone. "My wife died two
years ago." We were silent after that until the fact had been put behind
us by a space of time.
I don't know why London seems a more homey place than New York. It has
been going on so long, perhaps, is so steeped in the essential essence
of human living, and the buildings there are smaller, more personal, the
mind is able to grasp them to the uttermost. I remember as we stopped at
my hotel, being taken suddenly with a tremendous awareness of it all,
the noble river flowing by, the human stream, miles on miles of homes,
and the green countryside. I was aware of a city set in an island and an
island in the sea, the wide immortal sea going around and around it, the
coursing waves--I checked myself in an upward gesture of the arms, as
though I had pulsed and surged with it. I caught in my companion's smile
a delighted recognition.
"Sh--" he said, "what'll Flora Haines think of you!"
"Flora! Oh, Flora wouldn't even _think_ about a play-actor. What would
your uncle----"
"He's dead now." He stopped me.
"They are all dead," I told him, "all those that mattered to us."
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