knowledge, and crying out that my father was dead, that he was dead and
I should never see him again. I do not know how I knew, but I knew, and
Effie accepted it; she came cuddling up to me in the smother of the
wind, trying to comfort me as if, as I think did not occur to her, he
had been my father only and not hers at all. I do not recall very well
how we got across the town between the shut houses, high shouldered with
the cold, except that Uncle Alva did not come up with us, and the vast
lapping of the wind that swirled us together at intervals in a community
of breathlessness, seemed somehow to have grown out of the occasion and
be naturally commensurate with its desolating quality. I do not think it
occurred to us as strange that we should have been left so to come to
the knowledge that grew until, as we came in sight of our home, we were
fairly taken aback to find it so little altered from what it had been
when we left it three hours before. It had never been an attractive
house: yellow painted, with chocolate trimmings and unshuttered windows
against which the wind contrived. It cowered in a wide yard full of
unpruned maples that now held up their limbs protestingly, that shook
off from their stretched boughs, disclaimers of responsibility; the very
smoke wrenched itself from the chimney and escaped, hurryingly upon the
wind; the shrubbery wrung itself; whole flights of fallen leaves that
had settled soddenly beside the borders all the winter, having at last
got a plain sight of it, whirled up aghast and fled along the road. The
blinds were down at the front windows, and no one came in or out.
I remember our hanging there on the opposite side of the street for an
appreciable interval before trusting ourselves to a usualness which
every moment began to appear more frightening, and being snatched back
from the brink of panic by the rattle of wheels in the road behind us as
a light buggy, all aglitter from point to point of its natty
furnishings, drew up at our gate and discharged from the seat beside the
driver a youngish man, all of a piece with the turnout, in the trim and
shining blackness of his exterior, who, with a kind of subdued tripping,
ran up the walk and entered at the door without a knock. I am not sure
that Effie identified him as the man who had taken away the babies,
indeed, the two who came after Effie were so close together and went so
soon, that I have heard her say that she has no recollection of anything
except a house enlivened by continuous baby; but she had the knowledge
common to every Taylorville child of the undertaker as the only man who
was let softly in at unknocked doors, with his frock coat buttoned tight
and the rim of his black hat held against his freshly shaven chin. We
snatched the knowledge from one another as we caught hands together and
fairly dove into the side entrance that opened on the living room.
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