I graduated at the high school with Pauline, and afterward we had two
years together at Montecito. This was the next town to Taylorville, and
its bitter rival. Montecito had a Young Ladies' Seminary, a Business
College, and the State Institution for the Blind, for which Taylorville
so little forgave it that the new railroad was persuaded to leave
Montecito four miles to the right and make its junction with the L. and
C. at Taylorville. This carried the farmer shipping away from Montecito,
but the victory was not altogether scathless; young ladies were still
obliged to go to the seminary, and it enabled Montecito to put on the
air of having retired from the vulgar competition of trade and become
the Athens of the West.
Pauline and I went over to school on Mondays and home on Fridays. The
course of study was for three years, but because there was Effie to
think of and my mother's means were limited, I had only two, and was
never able to catch up with Pauline by the length of that extra year.
She was always holding it out against me in extenuation and excuse; when
she tried to account for my marriage having turned out so badly on the
ground of my not having had Advantages, I knew she was thinking of
Montecito. She thinks of it still, I imagine, to condone as she does, I
am sure, with an adorable womanliness, what in my conduct she no longer
feels able to countenance. And yet I hardly know what I might have drawn
from that third year more than I took away from the other two, which
was, besides the regular course of study, an acquaintance with a style
of furnishings not all gilt wall paper and plush brocade, and a renewed
taste for good reading. They made such a point of good reading at the
seminary that I have always thought it a pity they could not go a
little farther and make a practice of it.
The difficulty with most of our reading was that it had no relativity to
the processes of life in Ohianna; we had things as far removed from it
as Dante and Euripides, things no nearer than "The Scarlet Letter" and
"David Copperfield," from which to draw for the exigencies of
Taylorville was to cause my mother to wonder, with tears in her eyes,
why in the world I couldn't be like other people. I read; I gorged, in
fact, on the best books, but I found it more convenient to go on living
by the shallow priggishness of Cousin Judd's selection. All that
splendid stream poured in upon me and sank and lost itself in the shifty
undercurrent that made still, by times, distracting eddies on the
surface of adolescence.
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