Children of the rich -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
It was only after she had lit a candle that she was constrained to the
belief that it was a dream. Even then she was incredulous. She
actually carried her candle to the door, and looked out into the
passage, half expecting to see him passing along it. When she returned
into her room she was in a curious condition, both mentally and
bodily. She trembled so that she had to sink on to a chair. Then she
did what she had not done for years--she cried. If she had had to say
what prompted her tears, her explanation would have been a curious
one; she would have had to say that she cried because of her father's
grief; that it was his anguish which moved her to tears. Dream or no
dream, what had struck her about him, as he leaned over her as she lay
in bed, was his agony. In all the years she had known him she had
never known him show signs of emotion; yet, as he leant over her she
had felt, even in her sleep, that he was under the stress of some
terrible trouble; that he wished to say to her what he had to say so
much that his anxiety to say it was tearing at the very roots of his
being. It was some minutes before she regained her self-control; when
she did she slipped on a dressing-gown and went to her father's room.
The night nurse answered her unspoken question by informing her that
no change had taken place; that the sick man was just as he had been.
Nora moved to his bed. There he lay, on his back, exactly as before.
She had the feeling strong upon her that he had heard her coming;
that, in some strange fashion, he was glad to see her; though, when
she stood beside him, he looked up at her with such agony in his eyes
that the sight of it brought tears to hers. Again there came to her
that odd conviction which had possessed her when she woke out of
sleep, that there was something which he strenuously wished to say to
her; that he was torn by the desire to relieve himself of a burden
which was on his mind.
On the Saturday his condition remained the same; he was conscious but
motionless, helpless, and, above all, speechless. So convinced was she
that if he could only speak, if only some means could be found by
which he could convey his thoughts to her, that he would be more at
his ease, that she appealed to Dr. Banyard.
"Can nothing be done to restore to him the power of speech, if only
for a few minutes?"
"I believe that I am doing all that medicine can do; you heard Sir
Masterman say that he could do no more."
"Can you think of no way in which he can convey to us his meaning?
I believe that he has something which he wishes very much to
say--something on his mind; and that if he could only say it--get it
off his mind--he would at least be happier."
The doctor eyed her shrewdly.
"Have you any notion what it is?"
"Not the slightest. If I had I might prompt him, and get at it that
way. But my father has never been very communicative with me; I know
nothing of his private affairs--absolutely nothing; I only know that
he is my father."
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