You command, and I obey: still, so conscious am I of the deceitfulness
of the human heart, and especially of my own, that I am doubtful whether
I am not following the dictates of self-love, when I seem to be actuated
by friendship only; as you have repeatedly assured me, that the story of
my life will not alone _amuse_ and _interest_ you, but also hold up to
an injudicious and suffering friend of yours, a salutary example of the
patient fulfilment of a _wife's duty_.
There is something very gratifying to one's self-love, in being held up
as an example: but _remember_, I beg, that while to oblige you I draw
the veil from past occurrences, and live over again the most trying
scenes of my life, I think myself more a warning than an example; and
that, if I exhibit in any degree, that difficult and sometimes painful
task--the fulfilment of a wife's duty--I at the same time exhibit the
rash and dangerous fervour of a _Woman's Love_.
I must begin my narrative, by a short account of my progenitors.
INTRODUCTION.
My grandfather and the grandfather of Seymour Pendarves were brothers,
and the younger sons of a gentleman of ancient family and large
possessions in the county of Cornwall; some of whose paternal ancestors
were amongst the first settlers in America. Disappointments, of which I
never heard the detail, and dislike of their paternal home, determined
these young men to leave their native country, and embark for the new
world, where the family had still some land remaining, and on the
improvement of which they determined to spend a sum of money which had
been left them by a relation. They carried out with them, besides money,
_enterprise_, _industry_, _integrity_, and _talents_. After they had
been settled in Long Island three years, they found themselves rich
enough to marry; and the beautiful daughters of an opulent American
farmer became their wives.
My grandfather had only one child--a son; but his brother had a large
family, of whom, however, one only survived--a son also. These two
cousins were brought up together, and were as much attached to each
other as if they had been brothers.
Never, as I have been told, was there a scene of greater domestic
happiness, than my grandfather's house exhibited, till death deprived
him of his beloved wife. He did not long survive her; and my uncle soon
afterwards lost her equally-beloved sister, whose health had been
destroyed, first by the fatigue of attendance on her sick children, and
then by grief for their loss.
George Pendarves, the sad survivor of so many dear ones, now lost his
spirits--lost that energy which had so much distinguished him before;
and he soon sunk under the cessation of those habits of exertion and
temperance, which he had once practised, and, after two or three years
of protracted suffering, died. Thus the two youthful cousins found
themselves both orphans before they had reached the age of twenty.
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