The next morning he set off, and every thing at first seemed a blank to
me. He wrote frequently during the first weeks of his residence at
Oxford, but my mother discouraged my answering his letters, and he soon
grew remiss in his correspondence even with Lady Helen, who found that
his allowance, though handsome, was insufficient for his wants, and
suspected that the life must be dissipated which required such an
exorbitant expenditure. My mother knew that it was so; why she imparted
what she heard to her friend, I cannot tell, because it made Lady Helen
unhappy, and she wrote to her son in the language of expostulation. I
was vexed to find that my mother gave such implicit credence to the
stories of Seymour's errors, as the accounts might be exaggerated; and
when I had once admitted that he was the victim of misrepresentation,
pity for Seymour added force to my attachment.
It seemed a very long time to me till the next vacation came; but
Seymour passed it in London, at his grandfather's; my mother was glad,
but I was disappointed. Nor did he come down into the country till half
of the long vacation was expired; and after he had spent a week with
Lady Helen, my mother took me to pay a visit to a relation of her's. In
vain Lady Helen remonstrated, and Seymour entreated; she replied she had
put off her journey in the expectation of seeing him in June, and she
could no longer delay her visit. He sighed, looked conscious and
confused, and forbore to urge her again.
My mother was certainly right in thus resolving; for she knew, though I
did not, that Lady Helen had communicated to him her views and wishes
with regard to me; and she left home with a firmness and decision of
manner which promised ill for the success of her hopes.
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