My mother was gratified by this compliment as well as myself; for she
augured favourably of his amendment from this close application, and she
owned to me in the fulness of her heart, that she had informed him, his
obtaining my hand depended entirely on _himself_. I have said that my
mother appeared quite recovered in company; but such was the constant
recurrence of one anxious subject to her mind in private, that every
thing unconnected with it soon became uninteresting to her; this was the
renewal of virtuous friendship in another world; and she read and tried
to procure every thing in the shape of a Sermon or Essay that had ever
been written on the subject. One sermon, and it was a most eloquent one,
bearing the title, "The renewal of Virtuous Friendship in another
World,"[1] delighted her so much, that it was never out of her reach;
and though she found it difficult to deduce from the Scriptures any
certain grounds for this consoling doctrine, still she delighted to
indulge in it; and as she could never rest till she had tried to convert
others to her own opinions, especially where those opinions were likely
to increase individual happiness, those only with whom she was not
intimate could avoid hearing her descant on this subject, with all that
plausible and ingenious fluency which usually attends reasoning from
analogy and imagination. While her mind was thus employed, it ceased to
prey on its own peace; and though her system sometimes failed to satisfy
her, she still found a soothing conviction in the thought, that should
we not be permitted "to know and love our friends in heaven," we should
be sure not to be _conscious_ of the want of those who had been the
dearest to us when on earth, but should find all the "ways of God"
vindicated "to man."
[Footnote 1: See a volume of Sermons written by the Rev. P. Houghton.]
It was now, while my mother was too constantly thinking of the regretted
dead, and I of the still tenderly-remembered living, that a new
acquaintance was introduced to us, who had power to withdraw our
thoughts from these interesting speculations, and fix them for some time
at least upon himself.
Methinks, my dear friend, I see you smile at this distance, and remark
to your husband, "Now we shall see what she says of the impression which
Count Ferdinand De Walden first made on her, for I never could
understand how she could ever prefer another man to him."
_You_ forget how very early in life my affections were turned towards
Pendarves, and how soon I learnt to look on constancy in love as a sort
of virtue; you also forget the "fascinating graces," and the
"irresistible archness," to use your own expression, of Seymour's smile.
But this is perhaps an ill-timed digression. Where was I? Oh! at the
introduction of a new acquaintance.
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