"Oh, no--no!" cried I, eagerly, and I caught my mother's eye rather
sternly fixed upon me; but I regarded it not, for I felt at the very
bottom of my heart the sudden change from misery to joy which Seymour's
face now exhibited. He could not speak--his heart was too full; but
leaning back, overcome both with physical and moral exhaustion, he
nearly fainted away. He was soon, however, roused to new energy by the
indignation with which he listened to what my mother felt herself called
upon to say. I shall not enter into a detail of her observations;
suffice, that she candidly told him her objections to his being allowed
to address me remained in full force, as did her ardent wish that I
should marry De Walden, who had offered himself as my lover, and who
(she was certain) would as surely make me happy in marriage, as he would
make me _miserable_.
When she had ended, he thanked her for her candour, but coldly reminded
her that he had always said he would never take a refusal from any lips
but mine--and he retained his resolution.
"And now," said he, "the opportunity is arrived. Helen! such as I
am--not worthy of you, I own, except as far as tender and constant love
can make me so--I offer myself to your acceptance. Speak--Yes or No--and
speak as your heart dictates!"
I remained silent for a minute; then faltered out, sighing deeply as I
spoke, "I have no will--can have no will--but my mother's."
"Enough!" replied he, in a tone and with a look which seemed to me to be
the climax of despair. "Hark!" cried he, "the Oxford clocks are striking
six--why do I linger here? for here I am sure I have no longer any
business!"
He let down the glass, and desired the postilions to stop, while the
footman rode up to the door. This little exertion seemed too much for
him, and he sunk back quite exhausted, while my mother tried to take one
of his hands.
"Pshaw!" cried he, throwing her hand from him--"give me love or give me
hate; no half-measures for me; nor hope, when you and your daughter have
given me my death-blow, that I will accept of _emollients_. I thank you,
madam, as I would a _stranger_, for your _courtesy_ in admitting me
here, and I wish you both good morning."
Again his strength failed him, and he was forced to wipe the dews of
weakness from his forehead.
"Go, I must--even if I die in the effort!" he then exclaimed.
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