A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D. — John Shaqi
A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
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A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.
Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
Women physicians -- United States -- Biography; Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth), 1829-1902
My grandfather, a very punctual man who would never allow lingering,
came back to call and to reprimand me; he suddenly started on seeing
the paper in my hands and snatching it from me tore it in pieces,
exclaiming, “That man is insane, and will make this child so too!” A
little frightened, I went to the dinner table, thinking as much about
my grandfather’s words as about what I had read, without daring,
however, to ask who this man was.
The next day, curiosity mastered fear. I asked my grandfather who had
written that paper, and was told in reply that it was poor crazy Jacob.
I then begged to see him, but this request my grandfather decidedly
refused, saying that he was like a wild beast and lay without clothes
upon the straw. I knew nothing of lunatics, and the idea of a wild
man stimulated my curiosity to such an extent that from that time I
teased my grandfather incessantly to let me see Jacob. He finally
yielded to be rid of my importunity and led me to the cell in which
he was confined. What a spectacle presented itself in the house that
I had looked on as the abode of so much comfort! On a bundle of straw
in a corner of the room, with no furniture save its bare walls, sat
a man clad only in a shirt, with the left hand chained to the wall
and the right foot to the floor. An inkstand stood on the floor by
his side, and on his knee was some paper on which he was writing. His
hair and beard were uncombed, and his fine eyes glared with fury as we
approached him. He tried to rise, ground his teeth, made grimaces, and
shook his fist at my grandfather, who tried in vain to draw me out of
the room.
But, escaping from his grasp, I stepped towards the lunatic who grew
more quiet when he saw me approach, and I tried to lift the chain which
had attracted my attention. Then, finding it too heavy for me, I turned
to my grandfather and asked, “Does not this hurt the poor man?” I had
hardly spoken the words when his fury returned, and he shrieked:
“Have I not always told you that you were cruel to me? Must this child
come to convince you of your barbarity? Yes, you have no heart.”
I looked at my grandfather: all my admiration of him was gone, and I
said, almost commandingly:
“Take off these chains! It is bad of you to tie this man!”
The man grew calm at once and asked imploringly to be set free,
promising to be quiet and tractable if my grandfather would give him a
trial. His chains were removed the same day, and Jacob was ever after
not only harmless and obedient but a very useful man in the house.
I never afterwards accompanied my grandfather. I had discovered a side
in his nature which repelled me. I spent the remainder of my visit in
the work rooms and the sick room, always secretly fearing that I should
meet with some new cruelty, but no such instance ever came to my view.
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