A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
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A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.
Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
Women physicians -- United States -- Biography; Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth), 1829-1902
Now about your age, I never have thought of you as young even when
you were young. At the time we met, I recognized in the instant the
genuine talent and fervor of purpose of which you were possessed, and
I accepted you not as an inferior but as an equal.
Do you think that I could now make an attempt to throw the mature
woman from a past and from a place in my estimation which I let her
occupy when she was really a young girl of no experience? Would not
this be silly and mean? Do you admit that I am either, or both?
I always saw your weaknesses and faults as clearly as I see them now,
and I often spoke plainly of them to you, but I never, never thought
of putting you lower on account of them, because weaknesses we all
have, and I am glad to bear and forbear with these in people who have
something of worth to counterbalance, or else to place these faults
entirely in the background.
You say you wish to preserve an opinion of your own on all Hospital
matters. Who has ever wished more than I have that you would do this?
How often have I said to you when you wished to make changes and have
told me that you put these on me and my orders, that my shoulders were
broad enough to carry all, but that I thought you should do things
on your own authority as this seemed simply right. How often have I
referred to you as being a more efficient authority on those points
regarding which I thought you were.
And even when you did not agree with my propositions, when did you
ever hear that I complained? On the contrary, have I not the more
readily yielded and tried to investigate honestly which way would be
best? “Do as you please,” “suit yourself,” “work in your own way”--are
not these standing phrases which I have used to every physician?
I am ready to give up the Hospital work at any moment that you all
think you can do without me. I have no ambition to _work_ in
it; I had only the ambition to help women into the position where
_they_ could work. And this I have accomplished.
In New York I did well, and I am remembered in an honorable and
friendly way. And here in Boston I have certainly done my best. And
if there are now a hundred women who differ from me and a thousand
who know better than I do, I have nothing to say against it. On
the contrary, I am glad and happy about it because this is just the
condition which I strove for. My teachings have always been--you must
all do better, far better, than I have done, because you have far
better opportunities than I had. I helped to make those opportunities
and shame upon you if you do not come out better than your present
teacher.
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