A Woodland Queen ('Reine des Bois') — CompleteTheuriet, André
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A Woodland Queen ('Reine des Bois') — Complete
Theuriet, André
Villages -- France -- Fiction
in official work, and not caring to leave the child to the management
of servants, had placed him at that early age in a college directed
by priests. Julien thus passed his second term of childhood, and his
boyhood was spent behind these stern, gloomy walls, bending resignedly
under a discipline which, though gentle, was narrow and suspicious,
and allowed little scope for personal development. He obtained only
occasional glimpses of nature during the monotonous daily walks across
a flat, meaningless country. At very rare intervals, one of his father’s
colleagues would take him visiting; but these stiff and ceremonious
calls only left a wearisome sensation of restraint and dull fatigue.
During the long vacation he used to rejoin his father, whom he almost
always found in a new residence. The poor man had alighted there for
a time, like a bird on a tree; and among these continually shifting
scenes, the lad had felt himself more than ever a stranger among
strangers; so that he experienced always a secret though joyless
satisfaction in returning to the cloisters of the St. Hilaire college
and submitting himself to the yoke of the paternal but inflexible
discipline of the Church.
He was naturally inclined, by the tenderness of his nature, toward a
devotional life, and accepted with blind confidence the religious
and moral teaching of the reverend fathers. A doctrine which preached
separation from profane things; the attractions of a meditative and
pious life, and mistrust of the world and its perilous pleasures,
harmonized with the shy and melancholy timidity of his nature. Human
beings, especially women, inspired him with secret aversion, which was
increased by consciousness of his awkwardness and remissness whenever he
found himself in the society of women or young girls.
The beauties of nature did not affect him; the flowers in the
springtime, the glories of the summer sun, the rich coloring of autumn
skies, having no connection in his mind with any joyous recollection,
left him cold and unmoved; he even professed an almost hostile
indifference to such purely material sights as disturbing and dangerous
to the inner life. He lived within himself and could not see beyond.
His mind, imbued with a mystic idealism, delighted itself in solitary
reading or in meditations in the house of prayer. The only emotion he
ever betrayed was caused by the organ music accompanying the hymnal
plain-song, and by the pomp of religious ceremony.
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