A Yellow Aster, Volume 2 (of 3)Caffyn, Mannington, Mrs.
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A Yellow Aster, Volume 2 (of 3)
Caffyn, Mannington, Mrs.
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“I am quite sure that Strange loves Gwen strongly and truly,” began Mr.
Fellowes evasively.
It was a difficult subject to thrash out thoroughly with this wonderful
pair, it might be better to let it fade gradually from their minds, and
to aid them to glide back into their own still waters.
“Yes, but on what grounds?” went on Mr. Waring with strange persistence.
“Have you ever spoken to Strange himself on the subject?” asked Mr.
Fellowes.
“Ahem, no. In fact, under like circumstances,” he reddened and coughed a
little, “I should myself have resented any attempt of such nature. No, I
did not put any questions to Strange. But will you not favour us with an
opinion, you, who know our daughter so well?”
“I think that, in a measure, Strange knows what he is about, and we are
bound to trust his judgment. It would be folly to suppose that he sees
the entire truth clearly, he is under the usual conditions of a man in
love. Gwen dominates him as she does even us old married people, hearts
and brains will always fall before our Gwen.”
“What is the entire truth?” said Mrs. Waring, pushing her hair back and
sitting up.
“The truth as it strikes me,” said Mr. Fellowes very gently, “is, that
Gwen is at present incapable of loving.”
“You refer—ahem, to that phase of the emotion known as sexual love?”
said Mr. Waring hurriedly.
“Or of any other yet.”
“I knew it, we both knew it, but it was hard to speak out,” murmured
Mrs. Waring sadly.
“She was in no way constrained,” said Mr. Waring in a frightened way.
His wife sat still with sad wide eyes.
“It seems a reasonless thing in one in Gwen’s position,” he went on with
a fine touch of pride, “to marry without love. I know such things do
happen now and again with young portionless women—women have a feline
craving for soft living and pretty things, but our daughter Gwen—ah!”
“I thought all this, I knew it,” said Mrs. Waring quietly, “I wished so
often to ask Gwen definitely for the truth, but I did not seem able to
do so, I wish now I had.”
Mrs. Fellowes put her hands tenderly on her shoulders and made her lie
down again.
“She will love, she will be happy!” she whispered softly, “she is in
good hands.”
“Too soon, too soon!” murmured the mother, “she should be in mine still.
But they never held her. She should be happy now, now,” she cried with
sudden passion, her voice still in soft minors, “not in the future! Why
should she have to reach her happiness and her love ‘through much
tribulation’? It should come by divine right. She is so strong, she will
suffer strongly, she is so strong that when passion comes to her it will
tear her, torture her, break her to pieces! Henry, Henry,” she gasped,
“we are to blame, we have failed miserably! We never had any right to
have children. While we have been worrying over the dry fossils of the
past we have allowed the living—the young—to wither around us. Ah, how
sad it all is, how sad!” she sighed, “how sad!”
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