A Yellow Aster, Volume 2 (of 3)Caffyn, Mannington, Mrs.
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A Yellow Aster, Volume 2 (of 3)
Caffyn, Mannington, Mrs.
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Strange started and his mouth twitched suddenly, the blood stopped in
his veins and red and blue stars swam before his eyes. Gwen went on
unheeding, in her passionless tones—
“That woman is not, however, me. I am a beautiful girl—that, and no
more—I contain nothing, I assure you, nothing that could be moulded into
that woman.”
“You contain everything,” said her husband slowly, “only the deuce of
the matter is, that none of us know where to find it!”
“No, nor ever will.”
She leant forward so that her breath touched his cheek. “Humphrey, I
wish you had never seen that picture! This necessity for idealization is
an insult to me and to yourself—you should have had more insight from
the beginning.”
“My good child,” he said laughing softly, “I thought the experiment was
an avowed fact.”
She drew in her lips sharply, and was silent.
When she spoke again her voice was rather hoarse.
“I have often tried to imagine the things that go to a murder, and I
really do think I understand the impulse now. I shall never altogether
hate a murderer again. I am glad I know; one feels better—more liberal,
for every new sensation.”
Strange laughed.
“And, after all, it was supremely silly,” she went on, “the experiment
_is_ two-sided, but you have no idea how infinitely brutal the bald fact
sounded.”
“Bald facts mostly do.”
“Well—there is reason even in experiments, and remember, once for all, I
am not a dramatic creature given to sudden new developments, I am no
emporium for the creation of fresh sensations; here I am, finished and
complete.”
Strange laughed.
“‘Finished and complete!’ Was ever conceit like unto hers! My good girl,
you are neither.”
She threw up her head.
“Well, here I am then, unfinished and incomplete.”
“Ah, but Nature invariably finishes her work if it’s worth the tools.”
“Like Providence shapes our ends,” she sneered with modulated
savageness. “Ah, this marriage truly is an experiment! Look at those two
at the window—that girl and that man, that stunted creature there!
Perhaps he’s an artist. She has a measly look and the man’s nose is
awful! They are not a scrap like Browning’s artist and the girl, and
yet, I fancy, they think themselves in love with one another—tell the
man to stop for a minute!—here, here, at this house—there, do you see
the idiotic simpers! Ah, yes, that’s love! And the two will marry, no
doubt, on next Shrove Tuesday, but it won’t be an experiment, I don’t
think either of the pair looks as if he or she went in for observing new
phases.”
“They’ll have enough to do to keep the wolf from the door. Perhaps in
time, instead of observing new phases they’ll punch one another’s heads
if they must have fresh sensations.”
“Is that the usual and orthodox end to being in love—punching the head
physically or morally, according to the rank of the lovers?”
“No, the methods vary according to the quality of the love. Have you had
enough, shall we drive on?”
She nodded.
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