Catholics -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Sin -- Christianity -- Fiction
‘It is not right for you to be here,’ he said, gravely. ‘Go away. You
are aggravating your sufferings.’
‘I suffer no longer,’ she said, with a smile. ‘I am well again; I am
cured, now that I see you once more---- Listen! I made myself out
worse than I really was, to induce them to go and fetch you. I am quite
willing to confess it now. And that promise of going away, of leaving
the neighbourhood, you didn’t suppose I should have kept it, did you?
No, indeed, unless I had carried you away with me on my shoulders. The
others don’t know it, but you must know that I cannot now live anywhere
but at your side.’
She grew quite cheerful again, and drew close to the priest with the
caressing ways of a child of nature, never noticing his cold and rigid
demeanour. And she became impatient, clapped her hands, and exclaimed:
‘Come, Serge; make up your mind and come. We are only losing time. There
is no necessity to think so much about it. It is quite simple; I am
going to take you with me. If you don’t want any one to see you, we will
go along by the Mascle. It is not very easy walking, but I managed it
all by myself; and, when we are together, we can help each other. You
know the way, don’t you? We cross the churchyard, we descend to the
torrent, and then we shall only have to follow its course right up to
the garden. And one is quite at home down there. Nobody can see us,
there is nothing but brambles and big round stones. The bed of the
stream is nearly dry. As I came along, I thought: “By-and-by, when he is
with me, we will walk along gently together and kiss one another.” Come,
Serge, be quick; I am waiting for you.’
The priest no longer appeared to hear her. He had betaken himself to
his prayers again, and was asking Heaven to grant him the courage of the
saints. Before entering upon the supreme struggle, he was arming himself
with the flaming sword of faith. For a moment he had feared he was
wavering. He had required all a martyr’s courage and endurance to remain
firmly kneeling there on the flagstones, while Albine was calling
him: his heart had leapt out towards her, all his blood had surged
passionately through his veins, filling him with an intense yearning to
clasp her in his arms and kiss her hair. Her mere breath had awakened
all the memory of their love; the vast garden, their saunters beneath
the trees, and all the joy of their companionship.
But Divine grace was poured down upon him more abundantly, and the
torturing strife, during which all his blood seemed to quit his veins,
lasted but a moment. Nothing human then remained within him. He had
become wholly God’s.
Albine, however, again touched him on the shoulder. She was growing
uneasy and angry.
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