Standing there in the center of the old stone barn, wearing only
sandals, shorts and a light blouse open at the neck, Maria still
managed to convey the feelings of the lonely young Japanese wife who
sang so confidently of her husband's return from across the sea.
This was Maria, the incomparable artist, using all of her technique to
blend the unfamiliar words and music.
But for the first few lines it was only a technical tour de force. Then
Puccini's music began to take hold of Maria, merging the artist with
the woman, and creating yet a third entity out of the two.
He saw Willy turn, transfixed toward Maria. His hands and baton
continued to move, but not by conscious direction. His pink cheeks were
pale, etched with deepening lines. His blue eyes were misted.
Even the other members of the company seemed moved by Maria's
performance. Yet they could not stay with her emotionally; they
were compelled to break the tension by shuffling their feet and
self-consciously lighting cigarettes.
To a man, the orchestra played as if hypnotized, sweeping through
measure after measure with an intensity that seemed impossible to
maintain.
For an uncertain moment, near the end of the aria, it looked as if
Maria could not finish. She swayed, held tightly to the microphone
for support. Walther stepped forward to catch her, but she recovered,
drawing on some inner source of strength to finish:
"... This will all come to pass, as I tell you!
Banish your idle fears ...
For he will return, I know it!"
As Maria finished, she tore herself away from the microphone. Her lips
were trembling; her eyes were wide, like those of a woman in shock. She
half-ran out of the barn, stopped--confused--in the bright sunlight,
and then ran on down the path toward the Inn.
* * * * *
Until late afternoon, Maria would see no one. Then she agreed to see
Willy for a few moments.
When the old maestro left her room, he looked deeply troubled.
"I don't know ..." he told Walther, shaking his head. "I don't know
what this has done to her."
"What did she say?"
"Right now, she says she will never sing again. She's going to her home
in Italy this evening."
"Can we do anything?"
"Looks like we've already done more than we should. Mixing two cultures
in one artist is dangerous chemistry!"
Up to this moment, Walther had deliberately avoided any decision about
Maria. She had been a continuing and delightful challenge, especially
since Tahiti, but beyond that he had not allowed his thoughts to go.
Now there was a responsibility he could no longer evade. He had watched
the dual personality that was Maria being shattered under the impact
of Puccini's music. How would the pieces fit together again? Should
he stand by and watch? Or should he try to help? And if he could
help her, how would it all end? The gulf between two cultures could
be wider than the mathematics of space between two galaxies, or the
bridging power of sex.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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