Abner Daniel: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Abner Daniel: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Georgia -- Fiction; Mountain life -- Fiction
Alan made no reply. Rayburn Miller lighted a cigar and began to smoke
steadily. There was a sound of boisterous laughter in a room across
the corridor. It had been set aside as the dressing-room for the male
revellers, and some of them were there, ordering drinks up from the bar.
Now and then from below came muffled strains of music and the monotonous
shuffling of feet.
“It's none of my business,” Miller burst out, suddenly; “but I'm friend
enough of yours to feel this thing like the devil. However, I don't know
what to say. I only wish I knew how far you've gone into it.”
Alan smiled mechanically.
“If you can' t look at me and see how far I've gone you are blind,” he
said.
“I don't mean that,” replied Miller. “I was wondering how far you
had committed yourself--oh, damn it!--made love, and all that sort of
thing.”
“I've never spoken to her on the subject,” Alan informed him, gloomily.
“Good, good! Splendid!”
Alan stared in surprise.
“I don't understand,” he said. “She knows--that is, I think she knows
how I feel, and I have hoped that--”
“Never mind about that,” interrupted Miller, laconically. “There is a
chance for both of you if you 'll turn square around like sensible human
beings and look the facts in the face.”
“You mean--”
“That it will be stupid, childish idiocy for either or both of you to
let this thing spoil your lives.”
“I don't understand you.”
“Well, you will before I'm through with you, and I 'll do you up brown.
There are simply two courses open to you, my boy. One is to treat
Colonel Barclay's wishes with dignified respect, and bow and retire just
as any European gentleman would do when told that his pile was too small
to be considered.”
“And the other?” asked Alan, sharply.
“The other is to follow in the footsteps of nearly every sentimental
fool that ever was born, and go around looking like a last year's
bird's-nest, looking good for nothing, and being good for nothing; or,
worse yet, persuading the girl to elope, and thus angering her father so
that he will cut her out of what's coming to her and what is her right,
my boy. She may be willing to live on a bread-and-water diet for a
while, but she 'll lose flesh and temper in the long run. If you don't
make as much money for her as you cause her to lose she 'll tell you
of it some day, or at least let you see it, an' that's as long as it's
wide. You are now giving yourself a treatment in self-hypnotism, telling
yourself that life has not and cannot produce a thing for you beyond
that particular pink frock and yellow head. I know how you feel. I've
been there six different times, beginning with a terrible long first
attack and dwindling down, as I became inoculated with experience, till
now the complaint amounts to hardly more than a momentary throe when
I see a fresh one in a train for an hour's ride. I can do you a lot
of good if you 'll listen to me. I 'll give you the benefit of my
experience.”
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