Young women -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
"I've not quite decided," she said slowly. "I should like to be either
an author or an orator, but I'm not sure which. I think, on the whole,
an orator, because then you could watch the effect of your words. It is
not possible, of course, but what I should like best would be to be the
Archbishop of Canterbury, or some great dignitary of the Church. Oh,
just imagine it! To stand up in the pulpit and see the dim cathedral
before one, and the faces of the people looking up, white and solemn.--
I'd stand waiting until the roll of the organ died away, and there was a
great silence; then I would look at them, and say to myself--`A thousand
people, two thousand people, and for half an hour they are in my power.
I can make them think as I will, see as I will, feel as I will. They
are mine! I am their leader.'--I cannot imagine anything in the world
more splendid than that! I should choose to be the most wonderful
orator that was ever known, and people would come from all over the
world to hear me, and I would say beautiful things in beautiful words,
and see the answer in their faces, and meet the flash in the eyes
looking up into mine. Oh-h! if it could only--only be true; but it
can't, you see. I am a girl, and if I try to do anything in public I am
as nervous as a rabbit, and can only squeak, squeak, squeak in a tiny
little voice that would not reach across the room. I had to recite at a
prize-giving at school once, and, my dears, it was a lamentable failure!
I was only audible to the first three rows, and when it was over I
simply sat down and howled, and my knees shook. Oh dear, the very
recollection unpowers me! So I think, on the whole, I shall be an
authoress, and let my pen be my sceptre. From my quiet fireside," cried
Peggy, with a sudden assumption of the Mariquita manner, and a swing of
the arms which upset a vase of chrysanthemums, and sent a stream of
water flowing over the table--"from my quiet fireside I will sway the
hearts of men--"
"My plush cloth! Oh, bad girl--my new plush cloth! You dreadful Peggy,
what will I do with you?" Mrs Asplin rushed forward to mop with her
handkerchief and lift the dripping flowers to a place of safety, while
Peggy rolled up her eyes with an expression of roguish impenitence.
"Dear Mrs Asplin, it was not I, it was that authoress. She was
evolving her plots... Pity the eccentricities of the great!"
CHAPTER ELEVEN.
A SHAKESPEARE READING.
Esther was preparing for the Cambridge Local Examination at Christmas,
and making a special study of _The Merchant of Venice_, as the play
chosen for the year.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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