English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
There rested only that good father of the family,
with his grey whiskers and nose a little bent, carrying an expression
as if my Old were making him ridiculous. He made a quick gesture, as
though he said, ‘Go!’ then he too fled softly. The door was shut.
At once the lackey mounted, the carriage drove away, and all was as
if it had never been, except that my Old was, standing there, quite
still. But soon he came returning carrying his staff as if it burdened
him. And recoiling in a porch to see him pass, I saw his visage full
of dolour, of one overwhelmed with fatigue and grief; so that I felt
my heart squeeze me. I must well confess, _monsieur_, I was a little
shocked to see this old sainted father asking as it seemed for alms.
That is a thing I myself have never done, not even in the greatest
poverty--one is not like your ‘gentlemen’--one does always some little
thing for the money he receives, if it is only to show a drunken man
where he lives. And I returned in meditating deeply over this problem,
which well seemed to me fit for the angels to examine; and knowing what
time my Old was always re-entering, I took care to be in my bed before
him. He came in as ever, treading softly so as not to wake us others,
and his face had again its serenity, a little ‘crackey.’ As you may
well have remarked, _monsieur_, I am not one of those individuals who
let everything grow under the nose without pulling them up to see how
they are made. For me the greatest pleasure is to lift the skirts of
life, to unveil what there is under the surface of things which are not
always what they seem, as says your good little poet. For that one must
have philosophy, and a certain industry, lacking to all those gentlemen
who think they alone are industrious because they sit in chairs and
blow into the telephone all day, in filling their pockets with money.
Myself, I coin knowledge of the heart--it is the only gold they cannot
take from you. So that night I lay awake. I was not content with what
I had seen; for I could not imagine why this old man, so unselfish, so
like a saint in thinking ever of others, should go thus every night to
beg, when he had always in this palace his bed, and that with which
to keep his soul within his rags. Certainly we all have our vices,
and gentlemen the most revered do, in secret, things they would cough
to see others doing; but that business of begging seemed scarcely in
his character of an old altruist--for in my experience, _monsieur_,
beggars are not less egoist than millionaires. As I say, it piqued me
much, and I resolved to follow him again. The second night was of the
most different. There was a great wind, and white clouds flying in
the moonlight. He commenced his pilgrimage in passing by your House
of Commons, as if toward the river. I like much that great river of
yours. There is in its career something of very grand; it ought to know
many things, although it is so silent, and gives to no one the secrets
which are confided to it.
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