English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
He had a philosophy as yet untouched. His stars were the old stars, his
faith the old faith; nor would he recognise that there was any other,
for not to recognise any point of view except his own was no doubt
the very essence of his faith. Wisdom! There was surely none save the
flinging of the door to, standing with your back against the door,
and telling people what was behind it. For, though he also could not
know what was behind, he thought it low to say so. An “atheist,” as he
termed certain persons, was to him beneath contempt, an “agnostic,”
as he termed certain others, a poor and foolish creature. As for a
rationalist, positivist, pragmatist or any other “ist”--well, that was
just what they were. He made no secret of the fact that he simply
could not understand people like that. It was true. “What can they
do--save deny?” he would say. “What do they contribute to the morals
and the elevation of the world? What do they put in the place of what
they take away? What have they got, to make up for what is behind
that door? Where are their symbols? How shall they move and lead the
people? No,” he said, “a little child shall lead the people, and I am
the little child! For I can spin them a tale such as children love,
of what is behind the door.” Such was the temper of his mind that
he never flinched from believing true what he thought would benefit
himself and others. For example, he held a crown of ultimate advantage
to be necessary to induce pure and stable living. If one could not
say: “Listen, children! there it is, behind the door! Look at it,
shining, golden--yours! Not now, but when you die, if you are good.
Be good, therefore! For if you are not good--no crown!” If one could
not say that--what could one say? What inducement hold out? And warmly
he would describe the crown! There was nothing he detested more than
commercialism. And to any one who ventured to suggest that there was
something rather commercial about the idea of that crown, he would
retort with asperity. A mere creed that good must be done, so to speak,
just out of a present love of dignity and beauty--as a man, seeing
something he admired, might work to reproduce it, knowing that he
would never achieve it perfectly, but going on until he dropped, out
of sheer love of going on--he thought vague, futile, devoid of glamour
and contrary to human nature, for he always judged people by himself,
and felt that no one could like to go on unless they knew that they
would get something if they did. To promise victory, therefore, was
most important. Forlorn hopes, setting your teeth, back to the wall,
and such like, was bleak and wintry doctrine, without inspiration in
it, because it led to nothing--so far as he could see. Those others,
who, not presuming to believe in anything, went on, because--as they
said--to give up would be to lose their honour, seemed to him poor lost
creatures who had denied faith; and faith was, as has been said, the
mainspring of his philosophy.
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