English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
It was with very curious feelings that I went next day to see Minna.
Truly she looked magnificent in her black clothes. Her curves had
become ampler, her complexion deeper, perhaps a little coarse, and her
drawl was more pronounced. Her husband came in while I was there. The
poor man was indeed a changed Quaker. He seemed to have shrivelled.
When she put her hand on his shoulder, I noticed with surprise that he
jibbed away and seemed to avoid the gaze of her rather short-sighted,
beautiful brown eyes that had grown appreciably warmer. It was strange
indeed--his body had become so meagre and hers had so splendidly
increased! We made no mention of the tragedy while he was there, but
when he had left us I hazarded the question:
“How is poor little Willy?”
Her eyes shone, and she said, with a sort of beautiful earnestness:
“You mustn’t call him that. He’s not a bit unhappy. We hold the thought
together. It’s coming wonderfully!”
In a sudden outburst of sympathy I said:
“I’m so sorry. It must be terrible for you all.”
Her brow contracted just a little.
“Yes! I can’t get Tom--if only he would see that it’s nothing,
really--that there’s no such thing as the body. He’s simply wearing
himself away; he’s grown quite thin; he’s----” She stopped. And there
rose up in me a kind of venom, as if I felt that she was about to say
‘--no longer fit to be my mate.’ And, trying to keep that feeling out
of my eyes, I looked at the magnificent creature. How marvellously she
had flourished under the spell of her creed! How beautifully preserved
and encased against the feelings of this life she had become! How
grandly she had cured her sensitive and neurasthenic girlhood! How
nobly, against the disease of self-consciousness and self-absorption,
she had put on the armour of a subtler and deeper self-absorption!
And suddenly I pitied or I envied her--Ah! which? For, to achieve
immunity from her own suffering, I perceived that for the suffering of
others she had become incapable of caring two brass buttons.
THE VOICE OF----!
The proprietor of “The Paradise” had said freely that she would “knock
them.” Broad, full-coloured, and with the clear, swimming eye of an
imaginative man, he was trusted when he spoke thus of his new “turns.”
There was the feeling that he had once more discovered a good thing.
And on the afternoon of the new star’s dress rehearsal it was noticed
that he came down to watch her, smoking his cigar calmly in the front
row of the stalls. When she had finished and withdrawn, the _chef
d’orchestre_, while folding up his score, felt something tickling his
ear.
“Bensoni, this is hot goods!”
Turning that dim, lined face of his, whose moustache was always coming
out of wax, Signor Bensoni answered: “A bit of all right, boss!”
“If they hug her real big to-night, send round to my room.”
“I will.”
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