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Abraham Lincoln
Charnwood, Godfrey Rathbone Benson, Baron
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865; Presidents -- United States -- Biography
happy while she is otherwise." Very significantly he has inquired of
friends how that one enjoyed a trip on the new railway cars to
Jacksonville, and--not being like Falkland in "The Rivals"--praises God
that she has enjoyed it exceedingly.
This was in the spring of 1842. Some three months later he writes
again to Speed: "I must gain confidence in my own ability to keep my
resolves when they are made. In that ability I once prided myself as
the only chief gem of my character. That gem I lost how and where you
know too well. I have not regained it, and until I do I cannot trust
myself in any matter of much importance. I believe now that, had you
understood my case at the time as well as I understood yours
afterwards, by the aid you would have given me I should have sailed
through clear. . . . I always was superstitious. I believe God made
me one of the instruments of bringing Fanny and you together, which
union I have no doubt He had fore-ordained. Whatever He designs for me
He will do. 'Stand still and see the salvation of the Lord,' is my
text just now. If, as you say, you have told Fanny all, I should have
no objection to her seeing this letter. I do not think I can come to
Kentucky this season. I am so poor and make so little headway in the
world that I drop back in a month of idleness as much as I gain in a
year's sowing." At last in the autumn of that year Lincoln addresses
to Speed a question at once so shrewd and so daringly intimate as
perhaps no other man ever asked of his friend. "The immense sufferings
you endured from the first days of September till the middle of
February" (the date of Speed's wedding) "you never tried to conceal
from me, and I well understood. You have now been the husband of a
lovely woman nearly eight months. That you are happier now than the
day you married her I well know. . . . But I want to ask a close
question! 'Are you in _feeling_ as well as in _judgment_ glad you are
married as you are?' From anybody but me this would be an impudent
question, not to be tolerated, but I know you will pardon it in me.
Please answer it quickly, as I am impatient to know."
Speed remained in Kentucky; Lincoln was too poor for visits of
pleasure; and Speed was not a man who cared for political life; but the
memorials, from which the above quotations have been taken, of
Lincoln's lasting friendship with Speed and his kind mother, who gave
Lincoln a treasured Bible, and his kind young wife, who made her
husband's friend her own, and whose violet, dropped into her husband's
letter to him just as he was sealing it, was among the few flowers that
Lincoln ever appreciated, throw the clearest light that we can anywhere
obtain on the inner mind of Lincoln.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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