London (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love -- Fiction; Political fiction; Satire
“I wrote to you to come here to-day in order to tell you that--that--”
she paused. She did not know what she had to tell him. Was it that she
considered that he had tricked her into an acceptance of the terms
on which he had granted her petition for liberty? Was it that she had
merely changed her mind in regard to him? “I wish to tell you that--that
you must have misunderstood--I cannot tell how--the effect of the letter
which I wrote to you--of the explanation I made to you the last time we
met.”
“Good heavens! what can you possibly mean, my Josephine?” said he in
a maelstrom of astonishment; but she thought she could detect an
artificial gesture for all the swirl: the whirlpool was a machine made
one. “Good heavens! where was the possibility of a mistake?”
“I don’t know,” she replied. “I meant to be clear enough. I told you
that I wanted to be freed from the consequences of our engagement; you
freed me, and yet a few days later, you go to my father and tell him
that all we want is his sanction for our engagement--our engagement that
was annulled some time before.”
“What,” he cried, “can you forget that the only reason you put forward
for wishing to be free--nominally free--was that you felt uneasy at the
secrecy of our engagement? You said you felt as if you were guilty of
double-dealing because your father had not given his consent--you said
all this, my dearest, the last time we met, and your saying so--your
feeling so--filled me with remorse--the deepest remorse--the intensest
self-reproach. I had caused you to suffer, and what more natural than
that I make the attempt at the earliest possible moment to atone for
what I had done--to remove the one cause of your suffering? I made up
my mind that I would risk all to save you from further self-reproach. I
took my life in my hand, so to speak--I risked all on a simple cast
for your sake--I went to your father... well, by giving his consent he
withdrew the cause--the very reasonable cause, I admit of your--your
uneasiness. Surely you remember?”
“I remember everything,” she said. “I asked you to free me--to release
me from the promise I had made to you and you released me.”
“You place too great emphasis on my simple act,” said he. “What man
worthy of the name of man would have been less generous than I was?
Could I forget that you had suffered on my account? Oh, my Josephine,
I could not but release you from your promise--your promise of secrecy.
But I trusted you--I knew I could trust you.”
She perceived in a moment the position in which he meant to place her.
“But it was not from my promise of secrecy that I begged you to
free me,” she said; “it was from my engagement--I wished to be free
altogether, and you agreed. I was free when we parted. I did not
consider myself bound to you in any way.”
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