AE in the Irish TheosophistRussell, George William
Religion
AE in the Irish Theosophist
Russell, George William
Theosophy
"I would go indeed," said Cuchullain; "but still--but still--:
it is hard to leave the green plains of Murthemney, and the Ultonians
who have fought by my side, and Laeg, and--"
"Laeg can come with us. Nor need Conchobar, or Fergus or Conail
be forgotten. Far better can you aid them with Druid power than
with the right arm a blow may make powerless in battle. Go with
Laeg to Iban-Cind-Trachta. Beside the yew-tree there is a dun.
There you can live hidden from all. It is a place kept sacred by
the might of the Sidhe. I will join you there."
A month passed. In a chamber of the Dun the Yew-tree, Fand,
Cuchullain and Laeg were at night. The two latter sat by an oaken
table and tried by divination to peer into the future. Fand,
withdrawn in the dark shadow of a recess, lay on a couch and looked on.
Many thoughts went passing through her mind. Now the old passion of
love would rise in her heart to be quenched by a weary feeling of
futility, and then a half-contempt would curl her lips as she saw
the eagerness of her associates. Other memories surged up. "Oh,
Mannanan, Father-Self, if thou hadst not left me and my heart had
not turned away! It was not a dream when I met thee and we entered
the Ocean of Fire together. Our beauty encompassed the world.
Radiant as Lu thy brother of the Sun we were. Far away as the dawn
seems the time. How beautiful, too, was that other whose image in
the hero enslaves my heart. Oh, that he would but know himself,
and learn that on this path the greatest is the only risk worth
taking! And now he holds back the charioteer also and does him
wrong." Just then something caused her to look up. She cried out,
"Laeg, Laeg, do you see anything?"
"What is it?" said Laeg. Then he also looked and started. "Gods!" he
murmured. "Emer! I would rather face a tempest of Formorian enchanters."
"Do you not see?" repeated Fand scornfully. "It is Emer the
daughter of Forgall. Has she also become one of the Sidhe that
she journeys thus?"
"She comes in dream," said Laeg.
"Why do you intrude upon our seclusion here? You know my anger is
no slight thing," broke out Cuchullain, in ready wrath hiding his
confusion. The shadow of Emer turned, throwing back the long, fair
hair from her face the better to see him. There was no dread on it,
but only outraged womanly dignity. She spake and her voice seemed to
flow from a passionate heart far away brooding in sorrowful loneliness.
"Why do I come? Has thou not degraded me before all the maidens
of Eri by forsaking me for a woman of the Sidhe without a cause?
You ask why I come when every one of the Ultonians looks at me in
questioning doubt and wonder! But I see you have found a more
beautiful partner."
"We came hither, Laeg and I, to learn the lore of the Sidhe. Why
should you not leave me here for a time, Emer? This maiden is of
wondrous magical power: she is a princess in her own land, and is
as pure and chaste to this hour as you."
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