AE in the Irish TheosophistRussell, George William
Religion
AE in the Irish Theosophist
Russell, George William
Theosophy
"I see indeed she is more beautiful than I am. That is why you
are drawn away. Her face has not grown familiar. Everything that
is new or strange you follow. The passing cheeks are ruddier than
the pale face which has shared your troubles. What you know is
weariness, and you leave it to learn what you do not know. The
Ultonians falter while you are absent from duty in battle and
council, and I, whom you brought with sweet words when half a
child from my home, am left alone. Oh, Cuchullain, beloved, I
was once dear to thee, and if today or tomorrow were our first
meeting I should be so again."
A torrent of self-reproach and returning love overwhelmed him.
"I swear to you," he said brokenly, through fast-flowing tears,
"you are immortally dear to me, Emer."
"Then you leave me," burst forth Fand, rising to her full height,
her dark, bright eyes filled with a sudden fire, an image of mystic
indignation and shame.
"If indeed," said Emer softly, "joy and love and beauty are more
among the Sidhe than where we dwell in Eri, then it were better
for thee to remain."
"No, he shall not now," said Fand passionately. "It is I whom he
shall leave. I long foresaw this moment, but ran against fate like
a child. Go, warrior, Cu; tear this love out of thy heart as I
out of mine. Go, Laeg, I will not forget thee. Thou alone hast
thought about these things truly. But now--I cannot speak." She
flung herself upon the couch in the dark shadow and hid her face
away from them.
The pale phantom wavered and faded away, going to one who awoke
from sleep with a happiness she could not understand. Cuchullain
and Laeg passed out silently into the night. At the door of the
dun a voice they knew not spake:
"So, warrior, you return. It is well. Not yet for thee is the
brotherhood of the Sidhe, and thy destiny and Fand's lie far apart.
Thine is not so great but it will be greater, in ages yet to come,
in other lands, among other peoples, when the battle fury in thee
shall have turned to wisdom and anger to compassion. Nations that
lie hidden in the womb of time shall hail thee as friend, deliverer
and saviour. Go and forget what has passed. This also thou shalt
forget. It will not linger in thy mind; but in thy heart shall
remain the memory and it will urge thee to nobler deeds. Farewell,
warrior, saviour that is to be!"
As the two went along the moon lit shore mighty forms followed,
and there was a waving of awful hands over them to blot out memory.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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