AE in the Irish TheosophistRussell, George William
Religion
AE in the Irish Theosophist
Russell, George William
Theosophy
He shook his head, I could not realize or understand him. Perhaps
if I had known all and could have warned him, it would have been
in vain; perhaps the soul must work out its own purification in
experience and learn truth and wisdom through being. Once more he
became silent and restless. I had to bid him farewell as I was to
depart on the morrow, but he was present in my thoughts and I could
not sleep because of him; I felt oppressed with the weight of some
doom about to fall. To escape from this feeling I rose in adoration
to Hea; I tried to enter into the light of that Wisdom; a sudden
heart-throb of warning drew me back; I thought of Asur instinctively,
and thinking of him his image flashed on me. He moved as if in
trance through the glassy waves of those cosmic waters which
everywhere lave and permeate the worlds, and in which our earth
is but a subaqueous mound. His head was bowed, his form dilated
to heroic stature, as if he conceived of himself as some great
thing or as moving to some high destiny; and this shadow which
was the house of his dreaming soul grew brilliant with the passionate
hues of his thought; some power beyond him drew him forth. I felt
the fever and heat of this inner sphere like a delirious breath
blow fiercely about me; there was a phosphorescence of hot and
lurid colours. The form of Asur moved towards a light streaming
from a grotto, I could see within it burning gigantic flowers.
On one, as on a throne, a figure of weird and wonderful beauty was
seated. I was thrilled with a dreadful horror, I thought of the
race of Liliths, and some long forgotten and tragic legends rose
up in my memory of these beings whose soul is but a single and
terrible passion; whose love too fierce for feebler lives to endure,
brings death or madness to men. I tried to warn, to awaken him
from the spell; my will-call aroused him; he turned, recognized
me and hesitated; then this figure that lured him rose to her
full height; I saw her in all her plume of a peacock, it was
spotted with gold and green and citron dyes, she raised her arms
upwards, her robe, semi-transparent, purple and starred over with
a jewel lustre, fell in vaporous folds to her feet like the drift
over a waterfall. She turned her head with a sudden bird-like
movement, her strange eyes looked into mine with a prolonged and
snaky glance; I saw her move her arms hither and thither, and the
waves of this inner ocean began to darken and gather about me, to
ripple through me with feverish motion. I fell into a swoon and
remembered nothing more.
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