Agatha's Husband: A NovelCraik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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Agatha's Husband: A Novel
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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“Now you are too sarcastic; for he is a gentleman, and most kind-hearted
too. If you had only seen how grieved he was at the bare idea of your
being made unhappy on his account!”
“How considerate!--and how very confidential he must have been to you!”
“Nay, he hardly said anything plainly; I assure you he did not. Only
somehow he gave me the impression that he was afraid of--what I had
feared for a long time. For as I always told you, Agatha, Major Harper
is a settled bachelor--too old to change. Besides, he has had so many
women in love with him.”
“Does he count their names, one by one, on his fingers, and hang their
locks of hair on his paletot, after the Indian fashion Nathanael Harper
told us of?--Poor Nathanael!” And on her excited mood that pale “good”
face rose up like a vision of serenity. She ceased to mock so bitterly
at Nathanael's brother and her own once-honoured friend.
“I don't like your abusing Major Harper in this way,” said Emma,
gravely; “we all know his little weaknesses, but he is an excellent man,
and my husband likes him. And it is nothing so very wonderful if he has
been rather confidential with a steady married woman like me--just the
right person, in short. It was for your good too, my dear. I am sure I
asked him plainly if he ever could think of marrying you. But he shook
his head, and answered, 'No, that was quite impossible.'”
“Quite impossible, indeed,” said Agatha, her proud lips quivering. “And
should he favour you with any more confidences, you may tell him that
Agatha Bowen never knew what it was to be 'in love' with any man.
Likewise, that were he the only man on earth, she would not condescend
to fall in love with or marry Major Frederick Harper.--Now, Emma, let us
go down to lunch.”
They would have done so, after Mrs. Thornycroft had kissed and embraced
her friend, in sincere delight that Agatha was quite heart-whole, and
ready to make what she called “a sensible marriage,” but they were
stopped on the stairs by a letter that came by post.
“A strange hand,” Miss Bowen observed, carelessly. “Will you go
down-stairs, Emma, and I will come when I have read it.”
But Agatha did not read it. She threw it on the floor, and turning the
bolt of the door, paced her little drawing-room in extreme agitation.
“I am glad I did not love him--I thank God I did not love him,” she
muttered by fits. “But I might have done so, so good and kind as he was,
and I so young, with no one to care for. And no one cares for me--no
one--no one!”
“Young Northen” darted through her mind, but she laughed to scorn the
possibility. What love could there be in an empty-headed fool?
“Never any but fools have ever made love to me! Oh, if an honest, noble
man did but love me, and I could marry, and get out of this friendless
desolation, this contemptible, scheming, match-making set, where I and
my feelings are talked of, speculated on, bandied about from house to
house. It is horrible--horrible! But I'll not cry! No!”
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