Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Now, therefore, let us return to Miss Murray. She accompanied her mamma
to the ball on Tuesday; of course splendidly attired, and delighted
with her prospects and her charms. As Ashby Park was nearly ten miles
distant from Horton Lodge, they had to set out pretty early, and I
intended to have spent the evening with Nancy Brown, whom I had not
seen for a long time; but my kind pupil took care I should spend it
neither there nor anywhere else beyond the limits of the schoolroom, by
giving me a piece of music to copy, which kept me closely occupied till
bed-time. About eleven next morning, as soon as she had left her room,
she came to tell me her news. Sir Thomas had indeed proposed to her at
the ball; an event which reflected great credit on her mamma’s
sagacity, if not upon her skill in contrivance. I rather incline to the
belief that she had first laid her plans, and then predicted their
success. The offer had been accepted, of course, and the bridegroom
elect was coming that day to settle matters with Mr. Murray.
Rosalie was pleased with the thoughts of becoming mistress of Ashby
Park; she was elated with the prospect of the bridal ceremony and its
attendant splendour and éclat, the honeymoon spent abroad, and the
subsequent gaieties she expected to enjoy in London and elsewhere; she
appeared pretty well pleased too, for the time being, with Sir Thomas
himself, because she had so lately seen him, danced with him, and been
flattered by him; but, after all, she seemed to shrink from the idea of
being so soon united: she wished the ceremony to be delayed some
months, at least; and I wished it too. It seemed a horrible thing to
hurry on the inauspicious match, and not to give the poor creature time
to think and reason on the irrevocable step she was about to take. I
made no pretension to “a mother’s watchful, anxious care,” but I was
amazed and horrified at Mrs. Murray’s heartlessness, or want of thought
for the real good of her child; and by my unheeded warnings and
exhortations, I vainly strove to remedy the evil. Miss Murray only
laughed at what I said; and I soon found that her reluctance to an
immediate union arose chiefly from a desire to do what execution she
could among the young gentlemen of her acquaintance, before she was
incapacitated from further mischief of the kind. It was for this cause
that, before confiding to me the secret of her engagement, she had
extracted a promise that I would not mention a word on the subject to
any one. And when I saw this, and when I beheld her plunge more
recklessly than ever into the depths of heartless coquetry, I had no
more pity for her. “Come what will,” I thought, “she deserves it. Sir
Thomas cannot be too bad for her; and the sooner she is incapacitated
from deceiving and injuring others the better.”
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