Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
However, as I have said, Matilda at length yielded in some degree to
her mother’s authority (pity it had not been exerted before); and being
thus deprived of almost every source of amusement, there was nothing
for it but to take long rides with the groom and long walks with the
governess, and to visit the cottages and farmhouses on her father’s
estate, to kill time in chatting with the old men and women that
inhabited them. In one of these walks, it was our chance to meet Mr.
Weston. This was what I had long desired; but now, for a moment, I
wished either he or I were away: I felt my heart throb so violently
that I dreaded lest some outward signs of emotion should appear; but I
think he hardly glanced at me, and I was soon calm enough. After a
brief salutation to both, he asked Matilda if she had lately heard from
her sister.
“Yes,” replied she. “She was at Paris when she wrote, and very well,
and very happy.”
She spoke the last word emphatically, and with a glance impertinently
sly. He did not seem to notice it, but replied, with equal emphasis,
and very seriously—
“I hope she will continue to be so.”
“Do you think it likely?” I ventured to inquire: for Matilda had
started off in pursuit of her dog, that was chasing a leveret.
“I cannot tell,” replied he. “Sir Thomas may be a better man than I
suppose; but, from all I have heard and seen, it seems a pity that one
so young and gay, and—and interesting, to express many things by one
word—whose greatest, if not her only fault, appears to be
thoughtlessness—no trifling fault to be sure, since it renders the
possessor liable to almost every other, and exposes him to so many
temptations—but it seems a pity that she should be thrown away on such
a man. It was her mother’s wish, I suppose?”
“Yes; and her own too, I think, for she always laughed at my attempts
to dissuade her from the step.”
“You did attempt it? Then, at least, you will have the satisfaction of
knowing that it is no fault of yours, if any harm should come of it. As
for Mrs. Murray, I don’t know how she can justify her conduct: if I had
sufficient acquaintance with her, I’d ask her.”
“It seems unnatural: but some people think rank and wealth the chief
good; and, if they can secure that for their children, they think they
have done their duty.”
“True: but is it not strange that persons of experience, who have been
married themselves, should judge so falsely?” Matilda now came panting
back, with the lacerated body of the young hare in her hand.
“Was it your intention to kill that hare, or to save it, Miss Murray?”
asked Mr. Weston, apparently puzzled at her gleeful countenance.
“I pretended to want to save it,” she answered, honestly enough, “as it
was so glaringly out of season; but I was better pleased to see it
lolled. However, you can both witness that I couldn’t help it: Prince
was determined to have her; and he clutched her by the back, and killed
her in a minute! Wasn’t it a noble chase?”
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