Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
I said something about not liking to leave my mother, and doing nothing
without her consent.
“I settled everything with Mrs. Grey, while you were putting on your
bonnet,” replied he. “She said I might have her consent, if I could
obtain yours; and I asked her, in case I should be so happy, to come
and live with us—for I was sure you would like it better. But she
refused, saying she could now afford to employ an assistant, and would
continue the school till she could purchase an annuity sufficient to
maintain her in comfortable lodgings; and, meantime, she would spend
her vacations alternately with us and your sister, and should be quite
contented if you were happy. And so now I have overruled your
objections on her account. Have you any other?”
“No—none.”
“You love me then?” said he, fervently pressing my hand.
“Yes.”
Here I pause. My Diary, from which I have compiled these pages, goes
but little further. I could go on for years, but I will content myself
with adding, that I shall never forget that glorious summer evening,
and always remember with delight that steep hill, and the edge of the
precipice where we stood together, watching the splendid sunset
mirrored in the restless world of waters at our feet—with hearts filled
with gratitude to heaven, and happiness, and love—almost too full for
speech.
A few weeks after that, when my mother had supplied herself with an
assistant, I became the wife of Edward Weston; and never have found
cause to repent it, and am certain that I never shall. We have had
trials, and we know that we must have them again; but we bear them well
together, and endeavour to fortify ourselves and each other against the
final separation—that greatest of all afflictions to the survivor. But,
if we keep in mind the glorious heaven beyond, where both may meet
again, and sin and sorrow are unknown, surely that too may be borne;
and, meantime, we endeavour to live to the glory of Him who has
scattered so many blessings in our path.
Edward, by his strenuous exertions, has worked surprising reforms in
his parish, and is esteemed and loved by its inhabitants—as he
deserves; for whatever his faults may be as a man (and no one is
entirely without), I defy anybody to blame him as a pastor, a husband,
or a father.
Our children, Edward, Agnes, and little Mary, promise well; their
education, for the time being, is chiefly committed to me; and they
shall want no good thing that a mother’s care can give. Our modest
income is amply sufficient for our requirements: and by practising the
economy we learnt in harder times, and never attempting to imitate our
richer neighbours, we manage not only to enjoy comfort and contentment
ourselves, but to have every year something to lay by for our children,
and something to give to those who need it.
And now I think I have said sufficient.
_Spottiswode & Co. Ltd._, _Printers_, _London_. _Colchester and Eton_.
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