Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
One evening, however, in the last week of the vacation, he
arrived—unexpectedly: for a heavy and protracted thunder-shower during
the afternoon had almost destroyed my hopes of seeing him that day; but
now the storm was over, and the sun was shining brightly.
“A beautiful evening, Mrs. Grey!” said he, as he entered. “Agnes, I
want you to take a walk with me to ——” (he named a certain part of the
coast—a bold hill on the land side, and towards the sea a steep
precipice, from the summit of which a glorious view is to be had). “The
rain has laid the dust, and cooled and cleared the air, and the
prospect will be magnificent. Will you come?”
“Can I go, mamma?”
“Yes; to be sure.”
I went to get ready, and was down again in a few minutes; though, of
course, I took a little more pains with my attire than if I had merely
been going out on some shopping expedition alone. The thunder-shower
had certainly had a most beneficial effect upon the weather, and the
evening was most delightful. Mr. Weston would have me to take his arm;
he said little during our passage through the crowded streets, but
walked very fast, and appeared grave and abstracted. I wondered what
was the matter, and felt an indefinite dread that something unpleasant
was on his mind; and vague surmises, concerning what it might be,
troubled me not a little, and made me grave and silent enough. But
these fantasies vanished upon reaching the quiet outskirts of the town;
for as soon as we came within sight of the venerable old church, and
the —— hill, with the deep blue beyond it, I found my companion was
cheerful enough.
“I’m afraid I’ve been walking too fast for you, Agnes,” said he: “in my
impatience to be rid of the town, I forgot to consult your convenience;
but now we’ll walk as slowly as you please. I see, by those light
clouds in the west, there will be a brilliant sunset, and we shall be
in time to witness its effect upon the sea, at the most moderate rate
of progression.”
When we had got about half-way up the hill, we fell into silence again;
which, as usual, he was the first to break.
“My house is desolate yet, Miss Grey,” he smilingly observed, “and I am
acquainted now with all the ladies in my parish, and several in this
town too; and many others I know by sight and by report; but not one of
them will suit me for a companion; in fact, there is only one person in
the world that will: and that is yourself; and I want to know your
decision?”
“Are you in earnest, Mr. Weston?”
“In earnest! How could you think I should jest on such a subject?”
He laid his hand on mine, that rested on his arm: he must have felt it
tremble—but it was no great matter now.
“I hope I have not been too precipitate,” he said, in a serious tone.
“You must have known that it was not my way to flatter and talk soft
nonsense, or even to speak the admiration that I felt; and that a
single word or glance of mine meant more than the honied phrases and
fervent protestations of most other men.”
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