Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
“Oh, yes, you could,” said he, with a thoughtful smile. “The ties that
bind us to life are tougher than you imagine, or than anyone can who
has not felt how roughly they may be pulled without breaking. You might
be miserable without a home, but even _you_ could live; and not so
miserably as you suppose. The human heart is like india-rubber; a
little swells it, but a great deal will not burst it. If ‘little more
than nothing will disturb it, little less than all things will suffice’
to break it. As in the outer members of our frame, there is a vital
power inherent in itself that strengthens it against external violence.
Every blow that shakes it will serve to harden it against a future
stroke; as constant labour thickens the skin of the hand, and
strengthens its muscles instead of wasting them away: so that a day of
arduous toil, that might excoriate a lady’s palm, would make no
sensible impression on that of a hardy ploughman.
“I speak from experience—partly my own. There was a time when I thought
as you do—at least, I was fully persuaded that home and its affections
were the only things that made life tolerable: that, if deprived of
these, existence would become a burden hard to be endured; but now I
have no home—unless you would dignify my two hired rooms at Horton by
such a name;—and not twelve months ago I lost the last and dearest of
my early friends; and yet, not only I live, but I am not wholly
destitute of hope and comfort, even for this life: though I must
acknowledge that I can seldom enter even an humble cottage at the close
of day, and see its inhabitants peaceably gathered around their
cheerful hearth, without a feeling _almost_ of envy at their domestic
enjoyment.”
“You don’t know what happiness lies before you yet,” said I: “you are
now only in the commencement of your journey.”
“The best of happiness,” replied he, “is mine already—the power and the
will to be useful.”
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