Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
We now approached a stile communicating with a footpath that conducted
to a farm-house, where, I suppose, Mr. Weston purposed to make himself
“useful;” for he presently took leave of me, crossed the stile, and
traversed the path with his usual firm, elastic tread, leaving me to
ponder his words as I continued my course alone. I had heard before
that he had lost his mother not many months before he came. She then
was the last and dearest of his early friends; and he had _no home_. I
pitied him from my heart: I almost wept for sympathy. And this, I
thought, accounted for the shade of premature thoughtfulness that so
frequently clouded his brow, and obtained for him the reputation of a
morose and sullen disposition with the charitable Miss Murray and all
her kin. “But,” thought I, “he is not so miserable as I should be under
such a deprivation: he leads an active life; and a wide field for
useful exertion lies before him. He can _make_ friends; and he can make
a home too, if he pleases; and, doubtless, he will please some time.
God grant the partner of that home may be worthy of his choice, and
make it a happy one—such a home as he deserves to have! And how
delightful it would be to—” But no matter what I thought.
I began this book with the intention of concealing nothing; that those
who liked might have the benefit of perusing a fellow-creature’s heart:
but we have some thoughts that all the angels in heaven are welcome to
behold, but not our brother-men—not even the best and kindest amongst
them.
By this time the Greens had taken themselves to their own abode, and
the Murrays had turned down the private road, whither I hastened to
follow them. I found the two girls warm in an animated discussion on
the respective merits of the two young officers; but on seeing me
Rosalie broke off in the middle of a sentence to exclaim, with
malicious glee—
“Oh-ho, Miss Grey! you’re come at last, are you? No _wonder_ you
lingered so long behind; and no _wonder_ you always stand up so
vigorously for Mr. Weston when I abuse him. Ah-ha! I see it all now!”
“Now, come, Miss Murray, don’t be foolish,” said I, attempting a
good-natured laugh; “you know such nonsense can make no impression on
me.”
But she still went on talking such intolerable stuff—her sister helping
her with appropriate fiction coined for the occasion—that I thought it
necessary to say something in my own justification.
“What folly all this is!” I exclaimed. “If Mr. Weston’s road happened
to be the same as mine for a few yards, and if he chose to exchange a
word or two in passing, what is there so remarkable in that? I assure
you, I never spoke to him before: except once.”
“Where? where? and when?” cried they eagerly.
“In Nancy’s cottage.”
“Ah-ha! you’ve met him there, have you?” exclaimed Rosalie, with
exultant laughter. “Ah! now, Matilda, I’ve found out why she’s so fond
of going to Nancy Brown’s! She goes there to flirt with Mr. Weston.”
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