Guy, the devoted lover, hung over her, never guessing of all that was
passing in her mind, or how, when he was out of sight, the lips he had
longed so much to kiss, but never had since that day in the graveyard,
quivered with anguish as they asked for strength to do right. Oh, how
Maddy did love the man she must give up, and how often went up the
wailing cry, “Help me, Father, to do my duty, and give me, too, a
greater inclination to do it than I now possess.”
Maddy’s heart did fail her sometimes, and she might have yielded to the
temptation but for Lucy’s letter, full of eager anticipations of the
time when she should see Guy never to part again.
“Sometimes,” she wrote, “there comes over me a dark foreboding of
evil—a fear that I shall miss the cup now within my reach; but I pray
the bad feelings away. I am sure there is no living being who will come
between us to break my heart, and as I know God doeth all things well,
I trust Him wholly, and cease to doubt.”
It was well the letter came when it did, as it helped Maddy to meet the
hour she so much dreaded, and which came at last on an afternoon when
Mrs. Noah had gone to Aikenside, and Flora had gone on an errand to a
neighbor’s, two miles away, thus leaving Guy free to tell the story,
the old, old story, yet always new to him who tells it and her who
listens—story which, as Guy told it, sitting by Maddy’s side, with her
hands in his, thrilled her through and through, making the sweat drops
start out around her lips and underneath her hair—story which made Guy
himself pant nervously and tremble like a leaf, so earnestly he told
it; told how long he had loved her, of the picture withheld, the
jealousy he felt each time the doctor named her, the selfish joy he
experienced when he heard the doctor was refused; told of his growing
dissatisfaction with his engagement, his frequent resolves to break it,
his final decision, which that scene in the graveyard had reversed, and
then asked if she would not be his—not doubtfully, but confidently,
eagerly, as if sure of her answer.
Alas for Guy! he could not believe he heard aright when, turning her
head away for a moment while she prayed for strength, Maddy’s answer
came, “I cannot, Guy, I cannot. I acknowledge the love which has stolen
upon me, I know not how, but I cannot do this wrong to Lucy. Away from
me you will love her again. You must. Read this, Guy, then say if you
can desert her.”
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