She placed Lucy’s letter in his hand, and Guy read it with a heart
which ached to its very core. It was cruel to deceive that gentle,
trusting girl writing so lovingly of him, but to lose Maddy was to his
undisciplined nature more dreadful still, and casting the letter aside
he pleaded again, this time with the energy of despair, for he read his
fate in Maddy’s face, and when her lips a second time confirmed her
first reply, while she appealed to his sense of honor, of justice, of
right, and told him he could and must forget her, he knew there was no
hope, and man though he was, bowed his head upon Maddy’s hands and wept
stormily, mighty, choking sobs, which shook his frame, and seemed to
break up the very fountains of his life. Then to Maddy there came a
terrible temptation. Was it right for two who loved as they did to live
their lives apart?—right in her to force on Guy the fulfillment of vows
he could not literally keep? As mental struggles are always the more
severe, so Maddy’s took all her strength away, and for many minutes she
lay so white and still that Guy roused himself to care for her,
thinking of nothing then except to make her better.
It was a long time ere that interview ended, but when it did there was
on Maddy’s face a peaceful expression, which only the sense of having
done right at the cost of a fearful sacrifice could give, while Guy’s
bore traces of a great and crushing sorrow, as he went out from Maddy’s
presence and felt that to him she was lost forever. He had promised her
he would do right; had said he would marry Lucy, being to her what a
husband should be; had listened while she talked of another world,
where they neither marry nor are given in marriage, and where it would
not be sinful for them to love each other, and as she talked her face
had shone like the face of an angel. He had held one of her hands at
parting, bending low his head, while she laid the other on it as she
blessed him, letting her snowy fingers thread his soft brown hair and
linger caressingly among his curly locks. But that was over now. They
had parted forever. She was lying where he left her, cold, and white,
and faint with dizzy pain. He was riding swiftly toward Aikenside, his
heart beats keeping time to the swift tread of his horse’s feet, and
his mind a confused medley of distracted thoughts, amid which two facts
stood out prominent and clear-he had lost Maddy Clyde, and had promised
her to marry Lucy Atherstone.
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