American fiction -- 20th century; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“I saw alight just then,” he said, “and I thought it was an angel.”
“It was I,” said Manners, naively.
“Yes, Manners, it was you,” said Aladdin.
He thought about an angel turning out to be Manners for a long time.
Then a terrible recollection came to him, and, in a voice shaking with
remorse and self-incrimination, he cried:
“God help me, Manners, I would have let you freeze.”
Manners pulled at his pipe.
“Manners,” said Aladdin, “it’s true I know it’s true, because, for all I
knew, I was dying when I said it.”
Manners shook his head.
“Oh, no,” said Manners.
“Make me think that,” said Aladdin, with a quaver. “Please make me think
that if you can, for, God help me, I think I would have let you freeze.”
“When I found you,” said Manners, “I--I was sorry that the Lord hadn’t
sent somebody else to you, and me to somebody else. That was because you
always hated me with no very good reason, and a man hates to be hated,
and so, to be quite honest, I hated you back.”
“Right,” said Aladdin, “right.”
Light began to come in through the windows, whose broken panes Manners
had stopped with crumpled wall-paper.
“But when I got you here,” said Manners, “and began to work over you,
you stopped being Aladdin O’Brien, and were just a man in trouble.”
“Yes,” said Aladdin, “it must be like that. It’s got to be like that.”
“At first,” said Manners, “I worked because it seemed the proper thing
to do, and then I got interested, and then it became terrible to think
that you might die.”
“Yes,” said Aladdin. His face was ghastly in the pre-sunrise light.
“You wouldn’t get warm for hours,” said Manners, “and I got so tired
that I couldn’t rub any more, and so I stripped and got into the
blankets with you, and tried to keep you as warm as I could that way.”
He paused to relight his pipe.
Aladdin stared up at the tattered ceiling with wide, wondering eyes.
“When you got warm,” said Manners, “I gave you all the rest of the
whisky, and I’m sorry it made you sick, and now you’re as fit as a
fiddle.”
“Fit-as-a-fiddle,” said Aladdin, slowly, as the wonder grew. And then he
began to cry like a little child. Manners waited till he had done, and
then wiped his face for him.
“So you see,” said Manners, simply, though with difficulty,--for he was
a man shy, to terror, of discussing his own feelings,--“I can’t help
liking you now, and--and I hope you won’t feel so hard toward me any
more.”
“I feel hard toward you!” said Aladdin. “Oh, Manners!” he cried. “I
thought all along that you were just a man that knew about horses and
dogs, but I see, I see; and I’m not going to worship anybody any more
except you and God, I’m not!”
Then he had another great long, hot cry. Manners waited patiently till
it was over.
“Manners,” said Aladdin, in a choky, hoarse voice, “I think you’re
different from what you used to be. You look as if--as if you ‘d got the
love of mankind in you.”
Manners did not answer. He appeared to be thinking of something
wonderful.
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