She has turned round on the stone bench upon which they have hitherto
been sitting side by side, and, as he in the eagerness of his listening
has done the same thing, they are now opposite to one another, and he
feels as well as sees her hungry eyes devouring his face.
"That you are sick of me," she answers, in a heart-wrung whisper, "sick
to death of me--that was what she said."
It is impossible to deny that Burgoyne's first impulse is one of relief.
He has been mistaken, then. Elizabeth's secret is in the same state of
precarious safety as her enemy's departure from Florence had left it in.
His second impulse--our second impulses are mostly our best ones,
equally free from the headlongness of our first, and the cold worldly
wisdom of our third--is one of genuine indignation, concern, and
amazement.
"What who said?"
"Mrs. Byng."
His stupefaction deepens.
"_Mrs. Byng_--Mrs. Byng told you that I was sick of you? Sick to death
of you?"
"Oh, no," she cries, even her emotion giving way to her eagerness to
correct this misapprehension, "she did not tell _me_ so! How could you
imagine such a thing? She is far, far too kind-hearted; she would not
hurt a fly intentionally, and would be exceedingly pained if she thought
I had overheard her."
He shrugs his shoulders despairingly.
"_Je m'y perds!_ She told you, and she did not tell you; you heard, and
you did not hear."
"I am telling it very stupidly, I know," she says apologetically, "very
confusedly; and of course I can't expect you to understand by instinct
how it was." She sighs profoundly, and then goes on quickly, and no
longer looking at him. "You know she took me to the party, but when we
reached the villa, I found that she knew so many people, and I so few,
that I should only be a burden to her if I kept continually by her side,
and as I was rather tired--you know that I had not been in bed for two
or three nights--I thought I would go into the house and rest, so as to
be quite fresh by the time you came. I fancied it was not unlikely you
might be a little late."
His conscience, at the unintentional reproach of this patient
supposition, reminds him of its existence by a sharp prick. How many
times has her poor vanity suffered the bruise of being long first at the
rendezvous?
"I discovered that chair by the window under the curtain, the one where
you found me."
"Well?"
"It was so quiet there, as everybody was in the garden, that I suppose I
fell asleep; at least I remember nothing more until suddenly I heard
Mrs. Byng's voice saying----"
"Saying what?"
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