"Her son was with her--he had brought her in to have some tea; it was to
him that she was speaking; she was asking him about me, where I was?
where he had left me? whether he had seen me lately? And then she said,
'Poor Amelia, Jim really does neglect her shamefully; and yet one cannot
help being sorry for him, too; it was such child-stealing in the first
instance, and he is evidently dead-sick of her! It is so astonishing
that she does not see it!'"
There is something almost terrible in the calm distinctness with which
Amelia repeats the sentences that had laid the card-house of her
happiness in the dust. Certainly she keeps her promise to him to the
letter; she gives no lightest sign of breaking down. There is not a tear
in her eye, not a quiver in her voice. After a moment's pause, she
continues:
"And then he, Mr. Byng, answered, 'Poor soul, it--it _is_ odd! She must
have the hide of a hippopotamus.'"
Amelia has finished her narrative, repeating the young man's galling
comment, with the same composure as his mother's humiliatingly
compassionate ones; and for a space her sole auditor is absolutely
incapable of making any criticism upon it. He is forbidden, if he had
wished it, to offer her even the mute amends of a dumb endearment, by
the reappearance on the scene of a couple of the sun-scorched peasant
torments with their straw hand-screens. It is not likely that those so
lately bought should have worn out already; but yet they renew their
importunities with such a determined obstinacy, as if they knew this to
be the case; and it is not until they are lightened of two more, that
they consent once again to retire, leaving the warm bright plateau to
the lovers--if indeed they can be called such.
CHAPTER XXI.
"True, be it said, whatever man it said,
That love with gall and honey doth abound;
But if the one be with the other way'd,
For every dram of honey therein found
A pound of gall doth over it redound."
"She was perfectly right," says Amelia, still speaking quite quietly;
"it is astonishing that I should not have seen it; and it _was_
child-stealing; you were barely twenty-one, and I--I was not very young
for a woman even then--I was twenty-three. I ought to have known
better."
For once in his life Burgoyne is absolutely bereft of speech. It is
always a difficult matter to rebut a charge of being dead sick of a
woman without conveying an insult in the very denial; and when there
lies a horrid substratum of truth under the exaggeration of the
accusation, the difficulty becomes an impossibility.
"However, it might have been much worse," continues Miss Wilson; "just
think if I had overheard it only after I had married you, when I knew
that there was nothing but death that could rid you of me. I thank God I
have heard it in time."
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