On reaching Florence and the Anglo-Américain, he would fain enter and
spend the evening with his betrothed. He has a feverish horror of being
left alone with his own thoughts, but she gently forbids him.
"It would not be fair upon father and Sybilla," she says. "I am afraid
they have not been getting on very well _téte-à-téte_ together all this
wet day, and I should not be much good to you in any case. I feel
stupid. You will say"--smiling--"that there is nothing very new in that;
but I am quite beyond even my usual mark to-night. Good-night, dear; I
humbly beg your pardon for having caused you to spend such a wretched
day. I will never give you another treat--never, _never!_ it was my
first and last attempt."
She turns from him dejectedly, and he is himself too dejected to attempt
any reassuring falsities. She would not have believed him if he had told
her that it had not been a wretched day to him, and the publicity of
their place of parting forbids him to administer even the silent
consolation of a kiss. And yet he feels a sort of remorse at having said
nothing, as the door closes upon her depressed back. Backs can look
quite as depressed as faces. The lateness of their start home has thrown
their return late. Burgoyne reflects that he may as well dine at once,
and then trudge through his solitary evening as best he may. Heaven
knows at what hour Byng may return. Shall he await his coming, and so
get over the announcement of his bliss to-night, or put the dark hours
between himself and it?
He decides in favour of getting it over to-night, up to whatever small
hour he may be obliged to attend his friend's arrival. But he has not to
wait nearly so long as he expects. He has not to wait at all, hardly.
Before he has left his own room, while he is still making such toilette
for his own company as self-respect requires, the person whom he had not
thought to behold for another four or five hours enters--enters with
head held high, with joy-tinged, smooth cheeks, and with a superb lamp
of love and triumph lit in each young eye. A passing movement of
involuntary admiration traverses the other's heart as he looks at him.
This is how the human animal ought to--was originally intended to--look!
How very far the average specimen has departed from the type! There is
not much trace of admiration, however, in the tone which he employs for
his one brief word of interrogation:
"Already?"
"I was sent away," replies Byng, in a voice whose intoxication pierces
even through the first four small words; "they sent me away--they would
not let me go further than the house-door. I say 'they,' but of course
_she_ had no hand in it--_she_, not _she_. _She_ would not have sent me
away, God bless her! it was her mother, of course--how could she have
had the heart?"
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