Burgoyne would no doubt have made some answer in time; though the "she,"
the implication of Elizabeth's willingness for an indefinite amount of
her lover's company, the "God bless her," gave him a sense of choking.
"But I do not blame Mrs. Le Marchant," pursues Byng, in a rapt,
half-absent key. "Who would not wish to monopolize her? Who would not
grudge the earth leave to kiss her sweet foot?
"'All I can is nothing
To her whose worth makes other worthies nothing.
She is alone!'"
"That at least is not your fault," replies Burgoyne dryly; "you have
done your best to avert that catastrophe."
But to speak to the young man now is of as much avail as to address
questions or remonstrances to one walking in his sleep.
"If she had allowed me, I would have lain on her threshold all night; I
would have been the first thing that her heavenly eye lit on; I would--"
But Burgoyne's phial of patience is for the present emptied to the
dregs.
"You would have made a very great fool of yourself, I have not the least
doubt. Why try to persuade a person of what he is already fully
convinced? But as Miss Le Marchant happily did not wish for you as a
doormat, perhaps it is hardly worth while telling me what you would have
done if she had."
The sarcastic words, ill-natured and unsympathetic as they sound in
their own speaker's ears, yet avail to bring the young dreamer but a
very few steps lower down his ladder of bliss.
"I beg your pardon," he says sweet-temperedly; "I suppose I am a hideous
bore to-night; I suppose one must always be a bore to other people when
one is tremendously happy."
"It is not your being tremendously happy that I quarrel with," growls
Burgoyne, struggling to conquer, or at least tone down, the intense
irritability of nerves that his friend's flights provoke. "You are
perfectly right to be that if you can manage to compass it; but what I
should be glad to arrive at is your particular ground for it in the
present case."
The question, sobering in its tendency, has yet for sole effect the
setting Byng off again with spread pinions into the empyrean.
"What particular ground I have?" he repeats, in a dreamy tone of
ecstasy. "You ask what particular ground I have? Had ever anyone cause
to be so royally happy as I?"
He pauses a moment or two, steeped in a rapture of oblivious reverie,
then goes on, still as one only half waked from a beatific vision:
"I had a prognostic that to-day would be the culminating day--something
told me that to-day would be the day; and when you gave me up your seat
in her carriage--how could you be so magnificently generous? How can I
ever adequately show you my gratitude?"
"Yes, yes; never mind that."
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