Having come to this conclusion, his aimless walk quickens, and changes
into a purposeful striding through streets and Piazzas, till he finds
himself standing at the door of 12_a_. He looks up at the _entresol_
windows--they are all open, but no one is either sitting in or looking
out at them. It is as he had thought. The window is too public for them;
neither can they be at the piano, for not a sound of either voice or
instrument is wafted down to him. He runs up the stone stairs, and rings
the electric bell. The standing before the unopened portal, and the
trembling jar of the bell, bring back to him, with a vividness he could
do without, those other long-ago days--they seem to him long ago--when
he stood there last, with no easy heart even then, but yet with how
different anticipations. He has found it hard enough to bear the brunt
of Byng's furious inhuman joy when alone with him. How will he stand it
when he sees them together?
He is recalled from these reflections by the opening of the door, and
the appearance in it of the ministering angel who has usually admitted
him into his Eden--Annunziata. It strikes him that Annunziata looks
older and more dishevelled than ever, and is without that benevolent
smile of welcoming radiance which her hard-featured face generally
wears. Nor does she, as has been her wont, stand back to let him pass in
almost before he has put his question, as if she could not admit him
quickly enough. But to-day she stands, on the contrary, in the doorway
without a smile. In a second the idea flashes across Jim's mind that
Byng has forbidden anyone to be let in. It turns him half sick for the
moment, and it is with an unsteady voice that he stammers:
"The Signora? The Signorina?"
Annunziata lifts her shoulders in a dismal shrug, and stretches out her
hands:
"Gone!"
"_Gone?_ You mean gone out driving?" Then remembering that her English
is as minus a quantity as his Italian, he adds in eager explanation, "En
fiacre?"
She shakes her head, and then nods vaguely in the direction of the whole
of the rest of the world--the whole, that is, that is not 12 bis.
"No, _gone_!"
"But _where_? _Dove?_" cries he, frantic with irritation at his own
powerlessness either to understand or be understood.
Again she shakes her head.
"I do not know; they did not say."
He gathers this to be her meaning, and hurriedly puts another query.
"When? _Quando?_"
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