"If she did not tell him where she was going, is it likely that she
would ask him to follow her?" cries Jim irritably, deeply annoyed to
find that he is, by the series of negatives that is being forced from
him, doing the very thing which he had just denied his own right to do.
"It is the most incomprehensible thing I ever heard in my life. I
wonder"--with an air of even alerter interest than before--"what Mr.
Greenock will say? Perhaps he will now tell what he knows about them; if
they are gone, there will no longer be any need to conceal it. I am
afraid this looks rather as if there were something!"
For the second time in one day the mention of an amiable _flâneur's_
name makes Jim vault to his feet.
"Well, I will not keep you any longer from your luncheon," he cries
hastily. "I will call in again later."
"Are you going?" asks Mr. Wilson dully, lifting his head from his chest,
upon which it is sunk. "Well, you are about right; we are not much good
to anyone when our mainspring is gone."
The phrase strikes cold on Jim's heart.
"Are you going back to the poor dear boy?" inquires Sybilla as he passes
her. "By-the-bye, if it is not too much trouble, would you mind tucking
the Austrian blanket a little closer in on the left side?" and as he
stoops to perform the asked-for service, she adds: "Let him know how
sincerely I sympathize with him; and if he wants anything quieting for
his nerves, tell him that there is nothing that I can more
conscientiously recommend than----"
But what Sybilla can conscientiously recommend is shut into the closing
door. Outside that door Jim finds that Cecilia has joined him. Anxiety
has quite banished the not altogether disagreeable curiosity of five
minutes ago, from the troubled face she lifts to his.
"You will come back, will not you?" she asks. "You are not of much use,
I suppose; but still, one feels that you are there, and we are all so
much at sea. You have not an idea how much we are at sea--without her."
"I think that I have a very good idea," he answers mournfully. "Tell me,
Cis; do you think she is really very ill?"
As he puts the question, he feels its irrationality. He knows that the
person to whom he is making his futile appeal has already given him all
the scanty tidings she has to give; yet he cannot help indulging a faint
hope that her response to this last query of his may perhaps set
Amelia's condition in a slightly more favourable light. A look of
helpless distress clouds Cecilia's already cloudy face.
"I tell you I do not know; I am no judge; I have seen so little real
illness. Sybilla would kill me if she heard me say so, would not
she"--with a slight parenthetical smile--"but I have seen so little real
illness, that I do not know what things mean; I do not know what it
means that she should be so heavy and stupid. As I told you before, the
only time that she roused up at all was when I mentioned your--"
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